Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is a mental health condition characterized by a pattern of instability in one's mood, self-image, behavior, and relationships. Individuals with BPD often experience intense and rapidly changing emotions, have difficulties regulating their emotions, and struggle with a persistent fear of abandonment. They might engage in impulsive and risky behaviors, have unstable relationships, and experience feelings of emptiness. Other common symptoms include identity...

Guest Briar, describes what it is like being a suicide witness survivor. Losing a loved one, particularly a boyfriend, who takes their own life is an incredibly traumatic and distressing experience that can leave a lasting impact on the person who witnessed it. Witnessing this tragic event may cause one to go through a range of emotions and reactions, each of which is a unique response to a profoundly distressing event. It's important to approach this topic with sensitivity and compassion, as...

Being addicted to pornography, commonly referred to as a "porn addiction," is a condition where an individual exhibits a compulsive and unhealthy dependency on pornography. This addiction can manifest as an inability to control one's consumption of explicit sexual material, leading to negative consequences in various aspects of life, including relationships, work, and personal well-being. Emmanuel found himself trapped in the relentless grip of addiction to pornography. His life had spiraled...

Guest Siobhan, tells the story of the mysterious death of Lauren Bajorek, a fellow student who died on her study abroad trip while in Seville, Spain in 2015. Many believe that Lauren’s death was not an accident and that there was some form of foul play involved. Siobhan had been acquainted with the man involved in Laurens death and describes her observation of him. Since Lauren’s tragic death, other women have come forward with similar stories surrounding this man within their study abroad...

Guest Lexie, shares the harrowing story of the assault she experienced at the hands of her own brother. Lexie opens up about the traumatic experiences she endured within her own family. Her story is a searing account of the deep emotional wounds inflicted upon her by someone she should have been able to trust, and her journey towards healing and reclamation. If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send...

Guest Adreana shares what it is like being a woman in the military and the unique challenges that can occur, including the experience of sexual harassment. While significant progress has been made in recent years to address these issues, there are still obstacles that women in the military face such as gender discrimination, harassment, lack of reporting, isolation, mental health consequences, and more. As a young woman with a military background, the decision to join the armed forces might...

A dominatrix, often referred to as a "domme," is a professional practitioner of BDSM (bondage, discipline, dominance, submission, sadism, and masochism) activities. This unique profession involves guiding clients through consensual power exchange scenarios, where they assume the dominant role. Dominatrices are skilled in understanding their clients' desires, boundaries, and fantasies, ensuring a safe and enjoyable experience. They may employ various tools, such as restraints, impact...

Leah uses they/them pronouns. CW: This episode contains descriptions of image-based sexual abuse, sucidal ideation, SH, and SA.  Image-based sexual abuse, often known as "revenge p*rn" or "non-consensual p*rnography," is a disturbing digital offense with severe implications, particularly for young people. This malicious act involves the unauthorized distribution of explicit or intimate images or videos, exploiting trust or technology to share them online without consent. Among the most...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of addiction and SA. Fentanyl, an incredibly potent synthetic opioid, presents an alarming and ever-growing threat to today's youth. Its prevalence and allure have ignited a public health emergency. Adolescents and young adults, in their quest for experimentation, are especially susceptible. The peril emanates from its unparalleled potency; even minuscule quantities can prove fatal. Fentanyl frequently lurks within counterfeit pills and illicit...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of CSA, SA, suicide, and ED. Feederism is a niche subculture characterized by individuals who find sexual gratification in the act of encouraging their partners, known as "feedees," to consume excessive amounts of food, leading to weight gain. In this unique fetish, "feeders" derive pleasure from providing copious quantities of food, often fostering the deliberate expansion of their partner's body size. While some engage in feederism consensually and...

THANK YOU for an amazing first year of We’re All Insane! Over the course of the past year, we’ve heard 50 remarkable stories of resilience and survival. We are so incredibly grateful to our guests for sharing their stories and for our audience for listening to them. We love you all! This episode is just a brief celebration of the first year of the show with host Devorah Roloff and producer Juliana Winters. We discuss how the show began and where we got our start in the social media...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of DV, SA, suicide, and attempted murder. The cycle of abuse involves four stages: tension building, an explosive incident of abuse, a reconciliation or honeymoon phase, and a calm period. It's a pattern that repeats, making it difficult for victims to leave due to intermittent periods of calm and promises of change. Recognizing this pattern is essential for breaking free from abusive relationships and seeking help. Seeking help is a vital step towards...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of abuse & animal death. Surviving Munchausen by Proxy, a form of abuse where caregivers fabricate or induce illnesses in others, demands immense resilience and courage. Victims, often children, endure a complex web of manipulation and deception. Emerging from such a traumatic ordeal entails untangling the emotional and psychological knots, as they grapple with shattered trust and identity. Healing involves rebuilding self-esteem and learning to...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of SH. Self-harm addiction involves recurrent, intentional self-inflicted injuries as a response to emotional distress. This repetitive behavior serves as a temporary relief mechanism for inner turmoil. Overcoming self-harm addiction necessitates recognizing triggers, seeking professional assistance, and exploring alternative coping methods. Therapeutic interventions and support networks play crucial roles in the recovery process. The journey towards...

Sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/insane Detransitioning, or gender detransition, is a multifaceted and deeply personal process whereby individuals who have previously undergone gender transition reevaluate their gender identity and decide to return to their original gender expression or assigned sex at birth. This journey is often marked by complex emotions, as detransitioners navigate feelings of self-discovery, identity reevaluation, and societal...

CW: Suicidal ideation, abuse, SA, addiction The troubled teen industry harbors untold horrors that lurk behind its façade of rehabilitation. This dark and secretive world encompasses a range of institutions claiming to help troubled youth but often subjecting them to physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. Unregulated facilities, far from the prying eyes of oversight, employ manipulative tactics, solitary confinement, and harsh punishments that scar vulnerable minds. Reports of...

Thanks HelloFresh! Go to HelloFresh.com/ALLINSANE50 and use code ALLINSANE50 for 50% off plus free shipping! Narcissistic mothers exhibit distinct behavioral patterns that deeply affect their young daughters. They frequently use manipulation, emotional blackmail, and guilt-tripping to control their daughters' actions and emotions. Narcissistic mothers may oscillate between idealizing and devaluing their daughters, creating a confusing emotional landscape for the young women. They may...

Sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/insane Being a female firefighter EMT comes with its unique set of challenges, extending beyond the physical demands. In a profession traditionally dominated by men, women often confront societal biases and stereotypes that can amplify the struggle. The physical aspects can be grueling, requiring immense strength and endurance, while also contending with a lack of properly fitting gear designed for women. Moreover, the...

Sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/insane Thanks HelloFresh! Go to HelloFresh.com/ALLINSANE50 and use code ALLINSANE50 for 50% off plus free shipping! CW: This episode contains descriptions of CSAM, CSA, suicidal ideation. Online predators pose significant dangers to individuals, especially vulnerable children and teenagers, as they exploit the anonymity and accessibility of the digital world. These predators skillfully manipulate emotions and trust,...

Thanks HelloFresh! Go to HelloFresh.com/ALLINSANE16 and use code ALLINSANE16 for 16 free meals plus free shipping! NOTE: The content of this episode is not medical or psychiatric advice. Please seek professional help if you have questions or concerns relating to this topic. Undiagnosed autism in females refers to a significant yet often overlooked phenomenon where girls and women with autism spectrum disorder (ASD) go undetected or misdiagnosed. Historically, ASD has been primarily...

Get $10 off at Nutrafol.com when you use promo code Insane! Psychic mediums possess exceptional abilities to bridge the gap between the physical and spiritual realms. Through their heightened intuition and extrasensory perception, they serve as conduits for communication with departed loved ones, spirit guides, and higher consciousness. Using clairvoyance and clairaudience, they interpret messages from the spirit world, offering solace, guidance, and closure. Psychic mediums provide readings,...

CW: This episode contains discussions of SA. Sex therapy is a specialized form of therapy that addresses a wide range of intimate and sexual concerns faced by individuals and couples. This therapeutic approach is designed to create a safe and non-judgmental environment where clients can explore and discuss their sexual difficulties, desires, and concerns. Sex therapists are trained professionals who have expertise in human sexuality and psychology. They provide guidance and support to help...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of SA, DV, and victim-blaming. Within the music industry, a disturbing reality unfolds as predatory individuals exploit the adoration and vulnerability of young female fans. These cases reveal the dark underbelly of the industry, where the power dynamics between musicians and their admirers are exploited. Young girls, captivated by their idols and entranced by the music, find themselves subjected to the manipulative tactics of those who should be their...

Thanks HelloFresh! Go to HelloFresh.com/ALLINSANE16 and use code ALLINSANE16 for 16 free meals plus free shipping! Get $10 off at Nutrafol.com when you use promo code Insane! Ovarian failure, also known as primary ovarian insufficiency (POI), refers to the loss of normal ovarian function before the age of 40. When it occurs in a woman's 20s, it can lead to early onset menopause. Premature ovarian failure can have significant physical, emotional, and psychological effects, with symptoms such...

CW: This episode contains descriptions of drug use, CSA, DV, and suicide. Methamphetamine, or meth, is a highly addictive stimulant that affects the central nervous system. It leads to intense euphoria, increased energy, but has severe dangers. Meth abuse causes physical and mental health issues, addiction, cognitive impairments, and the production process is hazardous. Growing up with a parent grappling with drug addiction can be an incredibly difficult and tumultuous experience for a child....