I was tired of the company I was working for but I kept going, Why? Because I decided to break free and go aboard.  Settling in a new country is challenging at the beginning so I needed a safety net and that's one of the reasons that kept me going to work.  I learned for something that will help me survive and escape this depression.  This is the video I mentioned in the episode: https://youtu.be/La9oLLol5Rc  "The moment you start feeling abundant and worthy, you are generating wealth. The moment you're empowered and feel it, you're beginning to step towards your success. The moment you start feeling whole, your healing begins and when you love yourself and you love all of life, you will create an equal and now you're causing an effect."