Hi, my dear listeners I'm writing this message to say that I'm not dead, I'm just a lazy ess pitch I saw my podcast has over 2.4 million listens, more than 4000 followers on Spotify and I'm so happy about it. Thanks everyone for listening to my podcast, even if this is a one episode. And thanks y'all who writing me on my social media and asked about how my friend is doing. Sometimes she tells me about how she wanted to killo herself but not that much like it was, and I hope it's because she is not thinking too much about it... I'm thinking about to create a discord server for my podcast like to share information here and also chose some people and let them also post on my podcast, so they can post music that they wanted and also post what other people want to And I think I got food poisoned today, cuz this whole day I'm just puking and puking. I ate for breakfast a one cup of milk with some cookies, and for lunch I ate a bowl of soup. And around 12 AM I started to feel a headache, then my right arm started going numb a little (my mum thought I was having a stroke 🥰🎀) and then I started to puking. I threw up so many times today, I don't think I've ever thrown up as much in one day as I did, so a new record period. Now I feel a headache sometimes... Also a week ago my family adopted a kitty, we called him a Thomas, he's two months old, he's so cute, fluffy, pretty, beautiful, perfect, playful, small and we love him 💖 I'm hoping y'all doing great 🥰 Your dear Juljina