In the oddest way imaginable, this is the hardest episode I have ever recorded and absolutely that I've ever shared with you. I have felt so ashamed to have a love for God and a relationship with Him, for the past five years, so I hid it from everyone. I hid it from you, my husband and my kids. My whole family and my clients and my courses and content. Yesterday I had the most profound revelation, I am forever changed by it and I am ready to tell you this. I love God and He loves me. So, through the tears and transformation that I am working through, I want to share with you what happened that left me hating God for 17 years and why I felt so ashamed when I finally came back to Him 5 years ago. I hope this helps you 3 stay connected on Instagram with me and start rewriting the story in your mind.