...or maybe I'm just scared of what it will do to me when I loose you. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

A sometimes describe myself as the floater friend. Here is what I mean by that and why it hurts so much. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

"I can't lose control" not over the way you see me, even if it is just that perfect picture Wich isn't real. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

I'm not the main character or the villain but here is who I think I am. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Let me tell you about the self harm I do to myself. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

These days I am not feeling to well, except for a few short minutes. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

When you're tired of everything and just want your live to stop. Same here --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

My opinion about relationships. Or more specific why I sometimes dream about having one even though I know it is never going to happen. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

A little motivation for someone who might needs it. Or maybe just the kind of words I once needed. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Why is it so hard to heal? Why do we have to get worse in order to get better. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Sometimes I feel like a liar when I say "I was busy". And here is why --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Yes, it's true I wish you would be there for me. But the point is I don't need you. I'll be well on my own... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Why can they forget me so easily. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Some words of mine to those of you who aren't doing so well. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Maybe I would feel better if no one remembers I ever did exist. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Why can something so scary feel so safe too? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

"Let's be honest. We are better of as friends." We both know it, I think. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

If I disappeared of the grid there wouldn't be more than 10 people that care. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Sometimes people hurt you a lot by trying to help you. Today's example: "you are wasting your childhood. Getting on your phone living in this imaginary world. It's so not worth it." --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

It's you who has to to it. Because no one will tell you to. If you want to succeed you need to put in the work. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Sorry I called so late. I just really need your help --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

My reasons to make it to the next sunrise. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

Today I saw a person from my past again. Here is what went on in my head afterwards. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

I'm sorry if I push you away. I'm just trying to do what's best for you --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message

I thought we could become more but I guess you just don't care. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message