“I want the pain itself to end but I don’t want it to end I want to cry when a situation is bad but I don’t I smile I want to feel bad for others but I instead I laugh and joke and fail at I want love but I don’t feel it ( ps I have been cheated on 2 ) when I do love I leave and ghost them ( no wonder I been cheated on ) I make friends then I regret it but I fear being alone am I a bad person”
cybug8 via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
07/30/23