“Hello. I am literally in the process of having my first iboga and psychedelic experience. I have done Ayahuasca many times but with very gentle experiences. Iboga was suggested as to break through what may be blocking my ayahuasca connection and open journey.
I am currently in EMDR and getting pretty triggered with childhood trauma and my BPD traits.
I have huge unmanageable emotions when triggered in my primary relationship. The rest of my life is controlled in a way I am successful And can manage daily living in spite of the depression and monkey brain
I googled Iboga and BPD in fear of this journey causing more damage than good. I Found a bunch of negative DONT DO IT.
I am sooooo grateful for this podcast. Thank you a million times over for the educated, authentic and vulnerable share of your story and journey and library of knowledge. You have effected my life ten fold right now in the desperate place I’ve landed.
As we know BPD is a very shaming disorder. With apparently little hope of any successful relationship. 56 year old and 35 years of therapy ( DBT as well ) and still in the throws of annoying heavy emotion. I can feel so “ normal” and strong and yet be reduced to uncontrollable emotion so quickly. I hate it !! The suffering is unbearable.
I will continue to move towards an iboga ceremony but I think a bit slower than originally planned getting supports in place.
A base line of stability is important- with sight of the understanding people come here to help resolve some instability.
But stable in being READY for the work and integration.
Thank you very much.”
dumbpassword99 via Apple Podcasts ·
Canada ·
04/17/24