Episodes
Again he made
no reply, but the driver of our carriage came to my rescue. Slackening his pace
for a moment, he leaned over and spoke. I could not hear what he said, so I put
my head out of the window. he wanted to know where we wished to be set down...
Published 07/14/18
The
circumstances of Blanche Stroeve's death necessitated all manner of dreadful
formalities, but at last we were allowed to bury her. Dirk and I alone followed
the hearse to the cemetery. We went at a foot-pace, but on the way back we
trotted, and...
Published 07/13/18
"You've
been very kind to me, " he said at last. "Everyone's been very kind.
"
"Nonsense,
" I said, a little embarrassed.
"At the
hospital they told me I might wait. They gave m...
Published 07/12/18
The next week
was dreadful. Stroeve went twice a day to the hospital to enquire after his
wife, who still declined to see him; and came away at first relieved and
hopeful because he was told that she seemed to be growing better, and then in
despair...
Published 07/11/18
Dirk gave a low
cry of distress. I asked him to go on and wait for me at the entrance, for I
wanted to say something to the nurse. He did not ask what it was, but went
silently. He seemed to have lost all power of will; he was like an obedient
chil...
Published 07/10/18
Dirk's hands
moved strangely, as though they had nothing to do with his body, with a
movement of their own.
"Will you
tell her that if there is anyone else she wishes to see I will bring him? I
only want her to be happy. &quo...
Published 07/09/18
I scarcely know
how we got through that day. Stroeve could not bear to be alone, and I
exhausted myself in efforts to distract him. I took him to the Louvre, and he
pretended to look at pictures, but I saw that his thoughts were constantly with
his...
Published 07/08/18
But when we
arrived at the hospital, a gaunt, cheerless building, the mere sight of which
was enough to make one's heart sick, and after being directed from this
official to that, up endless stairs and through long, bare corridors, found the
doctor...
Published 07/07/18
He paused a
minute, and I saw that what he had to tell me was very hard to say.
"When I
went she wouldn't speak to me. She told them to send me away. I swore that I
forgave her everything, but she wouldn't listen. She tried to beat her ...
Published 07/06/18
I clenched my
hands, seeking to control my irritation. I attempted a smile.
"I'm
sorry. Take your time. Don't hurry, there's a good fellow. "
His round blue
eyes behind the spectacles were ghastly with terror. The magnifyin...
Published 07/05/18
He made
movements with his lips as though he were speaking, but no sound issued from
them. He gibbered like an idiot. My heart thumped against my ribs, and, I do
not know why, I flew into a temper.
"For God's
sake, collect yourself, ma...
Published 07/04/18
But though I
was no less convinced than Stroeve that the connection between Strickland and
Blanche would end disastrously, I did not expect the issue to take the tragic
form it did. The summer came, breathless and sultry, and even at night there
wa...
Published 07/03/18
"I've
written over and over again. I didn't expect her to answer. I don't think she
reads the letters. "
"You make
no account of feminine curiosity. Do you think she could resist?"
"She could
-- mine. "...
Published 07/02/18
Stroeve had
always been excitable, but now he was beside himself; there was no reasoning
with him. I thought it probable enough that Blanche Stroeve would not continue
to find life with Strickland tolerable, but one of the falsest of proverbs is
th...
Published 07/01/18
Two or three
days later Dirk Stroeve called on me.
"I hear
you've seen Blanche, " he said.
"How on
earth did you find out?"
"I was
told by someone who saw you sitting wi...
Published 06/30/18
I was excited
by the encounter, and my fancy worked busily while I sought to concentrate
myself on the game I was playing. I always tried my best to beat Strickland,
because he was a player who despised the opponent he vanquished; his exultation
in...
Published 06/29/18
Blanche then
held out her hand and bade me good-evening. I do not know why I had expected
her to be somehow changed; she wore the same gray dress that she wore so often,
neat and becoming, and her brow was as candid, her eyes as untroubled, as when
...
Published 06/28/18
I did not see
Strickland for several weeks. I was disgusted with him, and if I had had an
opportunity should have been glad to tell him so, but I saw no object in
seeking him out for the purpose. I am a little shy of any assumption of moral
indigna...
Published 06/27/18
For all his
pain, Dirk Stroeve remained a ridiculous object. He might have excited sympathy
if he had grown worn and thin. He did nothing of the kind. He remained fat, and
his round, red cheeks shone like ripe apples. He had great neatness of person...
Published 06/26/18
I begged
Stroeve to behave more wisely. His want of spirit was exasperating.
"You're
doing no good at all by going on like this, " I said. "I think you'd
have been wiser if you'd hit her over the head with a stick. She wouldn'...
Published 06/25/18
When he
repeated to me the whole sordid little scene I was outraged. He had shown
neither sense nor dignity. He had omitted nothing that could make his wife
despise him. There is no cruelty greater than a woman's to a man who loves her
and whom she...
Published 06/24/18
Next day,
though I pressed him to remain, Stroeve left me. I offered to fetch his things
from the studio, but he insisted on going himself; I think he hoped they had
not thought of getting them together, so that he would have an opportunity of seein...
Published 06/23/18
I could not
believe that Strickland had fallen in love with Blanche Stroeve. I did not
believe him capable of love. That is an emotion in which tenderness is an
essential part, but Strickland had no tenderness either for himself or for
others; ther...
Published 06/22/18
Blanche Stroeve
was in the cruel grip of appetite. Perhaps she hated Strickland still, but she
hungered for him, and everything that had made up her life till then became of
no account. She ceased to be a woman, complex, kind and petulant, considera...
Published 06/21/18