Yeah, so I just wanted to go back to what I was saying before, and ya know the truth is, she hates the way she is.... She hates that she has a monster that she can't control. She hates that she does things that only makes things worse. But it makes sense because she’s been though a lot, and she never dealt with it. So it has momentum... And she just pretends that those things didn’t happen by covering them up, by doing things like, drinking a lot. Cheating on her lovers. Eating too much. Not giving a f**k. So some say she’s lazy, but I know she is the way she because she doesn’t have her heart. And that’s what happens when we pretend things don’t hurt. So instead of facing the feelings, we burry them. But what happens is the same thing that happens when you mix too many alcohol ink colours together... You get a gross murky affect. Which means the energy is stuck. And that’s how people get stuck in their chakras. They don't do the work to make sure their stories don’t get murky and do the work to keep their frequency high...and I get why. It’s hard to be the silent observer of your life. It’s hard to face the feelings when you’ve never been taught how. When feelings were always punished because children should be seen and not heard, ya heard? And that’s why there’s so many f****d up people in the world. So many people that don’t know how to express themselves, so they have all these low frequencies imprinted in their bodies, which then get converted into personality traits and habits and behaviors, that make them do these self-sabotaging things. And we think we can fix it with quick fixes like prescriptions and s**t, but in order to really change...really get to the roots, to kill those low frequency once and for all. You really gotta gotta do a health detective assessment so you can see clearly who you really are, and then remove hidden stressors accordingly, and it's not easy. It requires strict discipline. A commitment like no other. It requires new rules. And new ways of living. New sources of information. New groups of friends and acquaintances. It requires stillness. And peace. It requires creativity and willingness to peak inside your Forrest of sad stories. And most importantly, for some, it will require Mary Jane. Anyway... I just want to say, people don’t always do mean things because they want to. It’s just that they aren’t in control. And so if you find yourself in a situation with some kind of crazy person right now. Or a sad person. Or an angry person. Then just know that underneath the mask is someone really beautiful. See them as that, and things will work out better than they would, if you put the same mask on. Does that make any sense? I know this is long way to say nothing is ever what it seems, especially the human being, but I just want it to be clear that feelings affect everything. *** Get all the Art Stories at http://www.ArtistSarahLong.com *** Buy her alcohol ink art paintings, at http://www.ArtistSarahLongStore.com. ****@ArtistSarahLong on Facebook, Instagram, YouTube