the crimes
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Yo, what's up? Not much, ummm but I do confess, I just wanna get something off my chest. It's not that I'm upset, it's just that I have this weight of resentment I’ve been carrying since you did what you did. Because the truth is I tried to pretend it didn’t happen. But I know it did because I know things I sometimes wish I didn’t. So I confess, I always saw the inconsistencies in you but I didn’t wanna believe they were true. I have a tendency to see the good in people even though they aren’t good people. And you... I see how you controlled and manipulate everything I did, just so I wouldn’t become who I really am. And I see how insecure you are and how much you hate yourself, even though you think you don’t. Which causes you to lie and defend your self. And I see how much you’re afraid to love so you try to force love but it never works out. So then you feel even more insecure when love doesn’t love you back, and I see how not feeling loved makes you attack. And that’s when your coping mechanisms and the strange things you do really come through everything you do. And I’m not trying to make you feel bad about yourself, I just want to help you out, by letting you know, you let your Monster out and you got sloppy in your approach, so the truth leaked out. And so I saw all the strange things you said just to cover up what you did. Like the crimes you committed. The break and enter, and the pre-meditated murder, and then the actual murder itself. And for awhile, I was trapped between two worlds. Struggling to make sense of what happened to my self. I thought maybe I was the one that killed her. But that’s because I didn’t want to believe it was you. But now I know it was and it sucks cuz I hate when hurt people hurt people. But the health detective in me is laughing hysterically because I know you think you got away with it. I know you sit back watching me drown in my quest, and you're just waiting for me to go back to the way things were before. When you were in control... When you thought you were so slick. When you thought your plan went perfect. But guess what? You f****d with the wrong chick... Killing me was the worst thing you could do because I'm back from the dead and I have all the information I need to expose you. So stay tuned. I just wanted to warn you... I’m on the loose. And like I said I'm not upset but I just have to tie up my loose ends. ----------------- @ArtistSarahLong http://www.artistsarahlong.com
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