She wants to leave him. She’s sick and tired of being his mother when he’s supposed to be her lover. But they don’t make love anymore because he doesn’t act like a lover should. He’s lazy. Insecure. Angry. He acts like a baby, and so she has to take care of him and his kids. He thinks he can just come home from work and not do shit. He doesn’t think he should have to clean up and run errands, just because he has a job. He thinks he can sit back on the couch and relax while she does it all. But she has a job too. And she comes home and does all the things he doesn’t do, just to keep things together. She cleans his clothes and makes dinner and takes the kids places and she picks up his shit And she’s sick of it. That’s why they don’t sleep in the same bed. She says it’s because he snores too much but it’s really because she doesn’t want his touch. Besides all the other stuff, he doesn’t make love, he just f***s. Plus, he’s a one minute man so sex is pointless. He doesn’t care about her needs, he just wants to get off. So he doesn’t care about intimacy, he cares about himself. So needless to say he’s not the kind of man a woman wants to marry. He’s not a man at all really. He’s not a parent to his kids, he is a kid. He’s a monster and he doesn’t give a shit. And all the times he put her down and made her feel small. All the times he bullied her into coming back, saying things like, "I promise I’ll change," but he always goes back to the same old ways. And now she’s done. She's had enough, and she knows it. She feels it in her gut. And it's not a surprise. There’s only so many times you can be nice... She's tried to a million times to love him for who he is... She forgives him over and over again. She stays for the kids. But now she knows she can't. She knows he doesn’t love himself and she knows he’ll never really change and she wants more than what he’s willing to give. And now she's afraid of him. She's afraid he's gonna really hurt her or the kids. She knows its time for her to go. She knows she will leave eventually. It’s just the "when and how" she has to figure out. Because she knows if she doesn’t plan her move wisely, he might take her out. And it's hard to see good people get caught up in these types of stories. For they never really end well And society doesn't help. But thank God for Angels. They always help. ...If you believe and ask for their help. Lucky for her. She believes... I'm out. ------- ArtistSarahLong.com @ArtistSarahLong