During this episode I will talk about why I went on benzos in the first place and also how that led me to realize that I need to work on my root chakra and believing in myself and standing up for myself and speaking up for my needs and wants all because I don’t feel good enough on the outside. So I am good enough I am good enough I am good enough. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Ever wonder how pennis taste in your mouth well if you’re in benzo withdrawal like me you know because the taste of metal from the benzos is so awful

The past few days have been really horrible with the exception of going to Carlsbad with my boyfriend. We had a lot of fun and I got myself out of my comfort zone but today was a really horrible day and I’m still up right now so it was very exhausting but we push through

Today was a very weird day: brain fog, dizziness, agoraphobia, anxiety, bathroom issues, and too much in my head. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day even if one of those stains goes away I really am hoping for the best and the fact that this is affecting everything is just horrific and it’s making me really depressed it’s making me really down that I can’t even go out and do anything not that I can’t force myself to but realistically I don’t have the energy to do much of anything. I kind of...

This gives you an insight of my horrible time on these drugs and how I even numbed out other issues in my life that could’ve been prevented. Gender dysphoria is the number thing I numbed because let face it who really wants to feel so uncomfortable with him or herself.

This episode is only five minutes and basic just shows how my night is through with drawl or more specifically protracted withdrawal syndrome day 120. Major insomnia and sleep deprivation is horrible because how can even do anything when you don’t have a good sleep you know what I mean. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Society tells us that are transgender journeys are all rainbows and lollipops, well, let me tell you that that is b******t just to be real with you guys! It takes a lot of effort and going through pain even during the start of hormones. And I knew that going in it is a spiritual job it is a spiritual journey. We are already who we are meant to be we just need to awaken it. We don’t have to hate ourselves as a whole just because we don’t like our bodies that’s all society. However I do truly...

As human beings we love to control because we are fearful we are fearful because we fear losing control and we get angry at ourselves and the world when we cannot control something that we want to because we are fearful. I do this all the time and this is very real and personal for myself to share this to you guys I struggle with all three of them but I have found little tools to slowly bring myself up because all of this weighs me down. So let’s start to learn to shift our mindset or thought...

Background into why and how I started this podcast, how it affected me, and how I have grown significantly and as well as with my love of my life! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

You’re going to have to find out for yourself honestly lol! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Why society puts people in boxes we are all just human beings for f**k sake :)

Why gender is so confusing and gender dysphoria :)

I don’t even feel real right now these withdrawals are literally the worst thing ever --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

My experience with these piece of s***s and why it’s important to spread awareness about the dangers of these. I am not responsible for anyone’s treatment always talk to your doctor but tbh f**k these things

This is the worst thing in the world ngl it stuns your growth and it causes you to feel like hell! It sucks so much.

Update on how i am feeling being clean from klonopin for 16 days!!! Omg it is horrible rn! I don’t even feel real and I feel like my stomach could explode and I feel shaky!

This is just why big pharma sucks and why people shouldn’t take these horrible 💊

Why nature is so crucial in healing, solitude, and grounding :)

Tips on how to take care of yourselves and what to avoid and what to gravitate towards :) ❤️

This is a 30 day challenge for whoever wants to be apart of it and this is meant to gain your own support and your own happiness back on track. Happiness is in friendships and relationships but most importantly it is also in you! When you are happy the world is happy and that’s means your relationships. Cheesy but true ;). The more we take care of ourselves, foster friendships and focus on our goals and hobbies the more we glow and that glow is what will lead you to happiness! --- This...

This is the root cause to why I fear being alone so much and it is deeply rooted in my brother and having a chaotic household where I wanted to avoid any negative feeling or emotions that could actually make me feel better. But I am currently in the process of that. It takes courage just know that for anyone struggling it’s okay. Release and take your time

My deep rooted feelings and experiences along with my goals on how I will face those fears :))

Why this song has such a deeper meaning than others + some of my own experience being on my own and learning to accept that it’s okay to be by yourself hello self expression :)

This is a real and in depth talk about my relationship anxiety and separation anxiety, 200,000 people per year in the US are diagnosed with separation anxiety and that number is probably much higher because people don’t know that they have it. No one should feel bad as long as you have a therapist, support groups, friends and a supportive partner not a codependent partner but a partner who brings you up and tells you you are stronger than u think u r :) --- This episode is sponsored by ·...

Hate being alone? Me too!! It sucks haha. But I have something I use called the carrot method which you will find out what it is in this episode :)