I talk about what happened in the four month gap that I was gone for. I also rant about religion and also talk about what I want to do for my future career

Trigger warning: self harm. I talk about my childhood and my teenage years as well. But I'm not saying my teenage years are done I'm just saying that through 15 and 17 has been a journey for me. I will be doing a part two of this diving deep into some other issues