Episodes
this episode is all about understanding loneliness as a state of transitioning and how being alone can be such an important way to grow. i’m in a stage of my life where i’ve been spending more time by myself and I wanted to share what i’ve learned with y'all :) today we’ll chat about validation from others, how to be happy when you're alone, my drugs of choice: copium and delulu, the power in discomfort and being butt a** naked in your own apartment. enjoy!! ♡
Published 05/07/24
hii DTA fam. how y'all doin? i wanted to try something a little different this week -- it's an audio only ep all about my relationship to productivity and how recently, i'm trying really hard to just live. life. i chat all about seasons of grinding vs. seasons of relaxation, how comparison is the thief of joy and some of my own tips and tricks for seeking balance of all kinds. let's get in our feels tg!!
Published 04/30/24
Published 04/30/24
today i'm chatting about my FAVORITE products across the tech, wellness, and beauty space. i skip the bs and get straight to what i love, specifically the things i can't live without or have repurchased frequently... the best vlogging camera, the matcha brand you must try, my fav gaming keyboard, and the eyeliner i cannot live without, plus so many more recs. i'm excited to hear what you guys think 3 a reminder: none of this content is sponsored, so you know i mean what i say lmao. y'all...
Published 04/23/24
this DTA voicemail episode is all about getting catfished. before diving into fan-submitted stories, I share my very personal experience with it. stick around to hear all about discord drama, climbing mt. everest, high school bullies, free 1D tickets, and myspace perverts (lol i swear it will make much more sense once you tune in).if you loved this ep, I know you'll enjoy DTA ep 7 and ep 12 that feature even more outrageous voicemail stories from y'all!!
Published 04/16/24
first guest episode ever!! and with none other than one of my closest friends, Lilypichu :) we've been through so many ups + downs together and i loved chatting about our early streamer days, ex boyfriends, OTV, the things we love and hate about each other lmao, online drama, and so much more. enjoy!
Published 04/09/24
this episode is all about cancel culture. the topic felt important to discuss because one of my favorite content creators was recently cancelled. today, we'll chat about the true definition of cancel culture, its efficacy, and if the punishment always fits the crime (especially coming from someone who's been cancelled.. a handful of times lol). this episode is way more off the cuff than past ones, and i would love to hear what y'all think 3 and if you enjoy this ep, i think you'll really...
Published 04/02/24
today, i'm chatting about how to get a massive glow up, from the inside out :) we'll cover everything from inner confidence, to weight loss hacks, + i'll be sharing all my tips, tricks, and secrets that have worked for me in the past. this episode was highly requested, and i'm so excited cause i'm sure it'll be the first of many in the glow up series! enjoy, DTA fam 3 POKI’S RECOMMENDATIONS **none of this content is sponsored - these are my favorite glow up products & resources that I...
Published 03/26/24
welcome back to another episode of DTA! today, i'm wondering if i'm the only one who thinks dating sucks nowadays lmao. let's chat about how dating apps are contributing to the problem, how tiktok has impacted our ability to date normally, and my honest opinion that we all need to reevaluate dating culture. hope u enjoy! 3
Published 03/19/24
instead of a full episode this week, enjoy a little voicemail/update from moi 🫶 i'll see you next Tuesday! don't forget to follow the pod on all platforms and make sure you're part of the DTA fam on instagram @donttellanyone
Published 03/12/24
have you ever wondered how much influencers make? which social media platforms pay out the most? or why everyone on Instagram is flexing a luxurious lifestyle but we have no idea how they make that money? if so...today's DTA episode is for you :) i'll also be going into my origin story, how i went from being a college student with major debt to a top streamer, the dubai toilet scandals lmao, as well as my overall advice for making money online! enjoy 3
Published 03/05/24
imagine walking into your house and catching your boyfriend hooking up with your best friend.. while her husband sits in the other room. how about an ex who cheated on you and then killed their mistress?  all these stories & more in the latest DTA confessions voicemail episode!
Published 02/27/24
tbh, this week, i'm so burnt out and just need to vent a little :') i usually try to bring positivity and good vibes to the pod, but sometimes i just gotta be real with y'all - and i hope you won't mind. so, let's discuss how i got here, how to diagnose burnout (spoiler alert: if you think you're burnt out, you probably are lol), and what to do when you feel this way. hope you enjoy, and hope you all get the rest you need 3
Published 02/20/24
hii DTA fam! on the eve of vday, we’re talking about a different kind of love and heartbreak /3 we all need friends to thrive but sometimes we need to let go of certain people in order to grow. let's discuss why friendship breakups can feel harder than real breakups, my past experiences, being your own friend, and so much more…P.S i'm doing a giveaway on the @dontttellanyone insta tomorrow for valentines day! cheers to our tenth episode :)
Published 02/13/24
don't tell anyone, but today, we're yapping about alcohol and why I don't drink (most of the time lol). tbh i feel like it's becoming more popular to drink less and less as a lifestyle choice, but maybe that's just me? either way, we'll chat through my first time getting drunk, how alcohol affects us, and more. let's get into it 3
Published 02/06/24
welcome back to DTA :) today we’re chatting about my four years (!) of exclusivity contracts with twitch and why i'm not re-signing with them. we'll also go over content creator burnout, toxic relationships to work, and the messiness and drama of all the different streaming platforms. i will always love my twitch community and i’m excited for what’s next
Published 01/31/24
today we’re doing something a little different :) i posted a phone number for my DTA insta fam to leave me a voicemail, asking me any question. so, we'll be chatting anxiety, breakups, streaming, imposter syndrome, confidence and much more. we just skimmed the surface of our submissions and it was so much fun. don't tell anyone but i promise this is just the first of many call in eps. 3 3 -poki
Published 01/23/24
hiiii DTA fam! :) this week we're chatting about how to deal with hate and negativity. i unfortunately have years of experience lol so pls don't be hard on yourself if you're still figuring it out. i'll be going over three ways i approach it: with logic, with emotion, and with action. hopefully my advice helps, i promise it gets easier 3 side note: thanks to everyone who voted on what they wanted to hear on the pod! follow us on insta @donttellanyone and stay tuned for many more chances to...
Published 01/16/24
are you starting to love Tuesdays as much as me?? this week is all about what we’re leaving behind in 2023 (negative self-talk, phobias, people pleasing etc) and what we’re bringing with us for 2024 (therapy, giving fewer s***s, protecting our energy etc). let me know what YOU think is in or out via the spotify questionnaire :) -poki
Published 01/09/24
today we’re getting into the very complex topic of body image, yapping about looksmaxing, beauty trends, cosmetic procedures, filters and how it’s hard to trust what we see online (tbh irl too). just remember, you are so much more than what’s on the outside 3 - poki
Published 01/02/24
today i’m sharing one of my most personal and vulnerable experiences, most of my irl friends don't even know this story. i truly never thought i would talk about it publicly, but i'm doing it for good reason :) just remember, don’t tell anyone hehe..- poki
Published 12/26/23
it’s me again. so glad you’re back for another episode! today we'll be yapping about red flags and trust me no one’s safe because we’re starting with my own ... from my partying habits, professional drama, and even a red flag that involves my two cats, i know you’ll be shocked. also, stay tuned to hear from DTA fans who submitted their biggest red flags, and head over to instagram to become part of the exclusive @donttellanyone community. you might even hear your name in our next episode :)-...
Published 12/19/23
hi everyone, welcome to the first episode of don't tell anyone! :) today we're diving into all the juicy things i've been too scared to admit publicly, ranging from dating stories to business relationships & my own personal confessions. if you've ever really wanted to get to know me, this show is for you. hope you enjoy! - poki
Published 12/12/23
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Published 11/09/23