Episodes
Published 07/02/21
On this week’s season finale, we wrap it up with a blast from past (f**k). We recount tales of our favorite childhood role models, inspirations, and fictional characters. We explore the extreme realities of idealization and how it has changed and manifested differently though the years. Enjoy (and goodbye for now)!
Published 07/02/21
In this week’s episode, we take an unexpected (lol) turn into the future, checking in with present-us on what they want one-year-from-now-us to achieve (confusing we know). Join us as we set (potentially unreachable) mid-year goals, with our trademark intermissions (about the apocalypse this time around). Enjoy!
Published 06/25/21
In this week’s episode, we explore the history and evolution of our (geographic, political, social, emotional) identities with our very dear friend, and second guest for the season, Sarah. “Hello! It’s Sarah, I’m 21 years old and I live in Lebanon. Although I’ve lived here most of my life, I wasn’t born here and wouldn’t be considered Lebanese by any official standards, which leaves me with a big sense of confusion.  Being a third culture kid, I’ve always felt like my identity was shifting...
Published 06/18/21
In this week’s episode we bring to life one of our most important, notable, distinguished guests: Percy! We ask our un-answering canine all the questions we’ve ever had; if only they could speak for 24 hours. Enjoy!
Published 06/11/21
This week’s episode brings us a prompt: paper-cuts. What is a paper-cut, and more importantly, what is an emotional paper-cut? They can be easy pains, long-endured pains that we have become accustomed to, or pains that are so deep that no matter how much healing we do, will never stop hurting. Tag along, we suppose.
Published 06/04/21
In this week’s episode we dismantle and deconstruct labels associated with the often misogynistic tropes frequently perpetuated in books, movies, and the media. You guessed it, the “pick me” trope! Tag along as we dissect the personal, public, and political. Enjoy!
Published 05/28/21
In this week's episode we deconstruct (or at least try to) the notions of cheating and the gendered and often misogynistic narratives ascribed to it. Is infidelity a deal breaker in relationships or is it excusable? Idk, you're gonna have to tag along!
Published 05/21/21
In this week’s episode, we travel through the night and the nightmares it unravels. Rhea explores her recurring murder stories while Emma tackles her control issues (lol as if). Enjoy!
Published 05/14/21
On this week’s episode, we talk books! Listen to Emma solemnly realize her new fav genres include cities, outer space, and apocalypses, while Rhea embarks on a long-lasting fantasy and murder journey. And of course to no one’s surprise, a lot of the books contain romance. Enjoy!
Published 05/07/21
Hey hi hello, this week we explore what it means to have support systems and who gets to be in them. We reflect on the different ways we like to be held, and well, supported by others. Enjoy!
Published 04/30/21
In this week’s episode we reveal which season we feel we are currently going through (mentally, emotionally, psychologically, existentially). Tag along on this journey of endless metaphors and adventurous exploration through the works of Yves Klein (blukh) and Søren Kierkegaard. Enjoy!
Published 04/23/21
The plants episode that isn’t a plants episode. In the here and now, we explore the different cathartic journeys that help with the healing that comes after eons of chaos. Enjoy!
Published 04/16/21
Hey hi hello! In this week’s episode, our first guest of the season, Vicky, taps in and talks to us about the cool and thought-provoking language usage and code-switching present in our (and other regional) podcast(s). Vicky is majoring in English Literature and minoring in History and Psychology. She also serves as Editor in Chief of Afkar: The Undergraduate Journal of Middle East Studies. Enjoy because we sure as hell did! ****************************** Podcasts referenced: Mrs. Loulwa...
Published 04/09/21
Hey hi hello, in this week’s episode we discuss repetitions repeating themselves in repetitive motions, and how, if done frequently enough, can become routines and rituals. Enjoy!
Published 04/02/21
In this third and final episode of the 'Home' series, we throw it back HARD, discussing music that reminds us of home. Warning: nasty vocals coming your way.
Published 03/26/21
In this episode we talk about food that reminds us of home! Food we love, food we hate, places with food we love AND hate. Enjoy, and sahtein!
Published 03/19/21
In this limited series, we reflect on different things that remind us of home. We talk about sounds and smells, places, events, food, and music! Pls, enjoy.
Published 03/12/21
In this season finale, we take a deep dive into the ways in which we neglect ourselves, whether through methods we acquired growing up or somewhere along the way as a reaction to something else. Moreover, we touch on how this (self) neglect is, in a way, inadvertently related to self-sabotage and punishment. 
Published 02/05/21
In this week’s episode we explore storage, its stories, and how we hold on to them (and why!). With customized wooden spoons and lists of baby names, we reflect on what we choose to keep and why they’re kept. Enjoy!
Published 01/29/21
Part 2? Yes, part 2! (*whispers* It's what comes after part 1!) This week we continue reminiscing over movies from our childhood and teenage years. Tag along as we go over the rest of our favorites.  Enjoy! You can find the YouTube video "Why the Soundtrack to Shrek is Actually Genius" mentioned in the episode here. 
Published 01/22/21
Hi hello, on this week’s episode we reminisce over movies that made us: movies we love and have watched one too many times. Listen to us go on and on (and on) about our idealized favored content. Enjoy! *This episode was recorded in 2020
Published 01/15/21
In this first episode of 2021, we elaborate on our aversion to "new year's resolutions" and instead reflect on the tasks/intentions we want to set for the year (and years) to come. We hope to achieve all this through habits and thoughts in the hopes of achieving SOME personal growth. Also, here lies 'Bookstores: How to Read More Books in the Golden Age of Content', the YouTube video mentioned in the episode.
Published 01/07/21
Here lies the holiday special. Enjoy!
Published 12/25/20
In this week’s episode we expand on an “infamous" tweet describing the loneliest and happiest we’ve felt while considering what it would be like to live alone and be alone. We consider the fleeting nature of happiness and the role of the emotional envelopes and bubbles we make for ourselves.
Published 12/18/20