In this episode, we talk about control and how we feel like you we have to have it. But the truth is, none of us have it - depending on how you look at it. We know damn well we don't have it. Join us as we talk about the three types of people in the world and why we always feel like we have to steer the boat. Follow us on Instagram at lynntabitha.  P.S We are also looking for someone with artistic talent to help us with our Podcast. If you are interested, email us at...

(*TW: This week's episode discusses SH) In this week's episode, we discuss what happened the first two weeks of January and how it has paved the way for the remainder of this year. For those who tune in, you might think, "Damn, she really does have like no good days and she's always having a mental breakdown", and if you think that, we are so sorry (don't ask why I am apologizing). But this podcast was created to be a safe space. To talk about the s****y things in life and the good things....

WE'RE BACK from one of our many breaks that this poor podcast has suffered through. You are probably tired of our explanations and excuses, but hey - we're human and sometimes humans need breaks from life. But nonetheless, we are back and our shower thoughts are showing up and showing out ( Most of the episode ideas come from long hot showers - it's scientific, I looked it up.)  Thank you to everyone who has stuck it out with me, I Promise I Am Trying would not be here without you all....

Welcome back to IPIT's Season 02 redo. Why am I redoing Season 02, might you ask - listen to the damn episode and you will get the answer. Sorry - mama didn't mean to yell. But yes, we are back for another season of my shenanigans and long conversations about nothing, if not mental health really. Please feel free to follow me on all platforms to stay updated with me!  Follow Ayrin @ayrinphoenix for more great content like my podcast art (she truly saved my life  @lynntabitha on all...

On today's episode, we discuss the difficulties I have with going out with my bomb, sexy ass friends - all while feeling like a piece of shit because of my lack of confidence. Follow me on Snapchat: lynntabitha & Instagram: lynntabitha, to keep the conversation going! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Welcome back after a very long break. This is Season 02 and we're ready to make moves. If you haven't listened to Season 01, go catch up now!!! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

On episode 02 of season 02 - we discuss what it means to actually be the main character of your narrative and how to kill people off. Yeah, we're going there. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Season 2 is finally here and I hope you're as excited as I am. Coming fresh out of 2020 - we're ready to come at this podcast hard and heavy. Also - I say, "umm" A LOT this episode. Take a shot every time you hear it (responsibly) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

This isn't the second season - but me coming on here and saying we made it. I look forward to showing the f**k out with you all this year. Stay tuned for the second season coming this February 2021! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

*PREVIOUSLY RECORDED* The last few episodes had been previously recorded (by the grace of God) as I was going through medical issues with my voice box. Please don't judge. But we made it! We made it to 10 episodes - so please enjoy the season 01 Finale of I PROMISE, I'm Trying --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

*PREVIOUSLY RECORDED* Tabithalynn discusses why she suddenly changed course in her career and how to deal with switching up on yourself. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

*Previously Recorded* On this episode, Tabithalynn is joined by her best friend Tomonique Mixon to discuss the wonders of the world: the moon landing, gravity, Tupac's death - you name it. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Tabithalynn comes back and gives an update on what's being going on - not much. She also discuss the issue with traveling for the holidays and the end of Supernatural. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

(TRIGGER WARNING: This episode deals with depression, mental health, and suicide. PLEASE DO NOT feel like you have to listen. Take care of YOU first.) Tabithalynn discusses self love, self harm, and shares a story that changed the way she saw herself for the past few years. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Tabithalynn discusses falling out of love with someone to make room to love someone else with the help of her close friend Keith Verdon Grant. Follow him here: https://instagram.com/mr_verdon?igshid=1pco7q68a65wn , https://www.facebook.com/JusKEITH , SNAPCHAT: mr_verdon --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

On this episode, Tabithalynn discusses where she's at mentally and the issues she has with the TWILIGHT franchise. HOST NOTE: I've been sick for the past few weeks and can no longer speak without feeling discomfort. At this time, this will be the last podcast until my voice box is feeling a bit better. I love you all, and thank you for the support. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Today, Tabithalynn is joined by her best friend of 11 years - where they discuss maintaining friendships, and working through stereotypical jealousy. You can follow Blanca here: https://instagram.com/girltalkwithb?igshid=1g2rp9oao8p8p & https://instagram.com/big_hair_big_dreams?igshid=1h1s0vbeaakjx . If you'd like to ask questions for any upcoming episode, send your comments here: https://anchor.fm/tabithalynn-elder/message --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to...

Tabithalynn discusses her first online dating experience, her obsession with Gingers, and her issues with male profile photos. If you have any questions you'd like to ask on an episode, click here: https://anchor.fm/tabithalynn-elder/message --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Welcome to my crazy situation. Feel free to laugh at all of my problems, because I've been doing it for a while. I promise, it helps.

TRIGGER WARNING: This episode working heavily on suicide. Welcome to the first episode of, "I Promise, I'm Trying". Get to know a portion of what this podcast will be about and who I am as a person. Spend the next 25 minutes with me as you drive to...