Episodes
This episode plunges into the depths of the Rennes-le-Château mystery, where Berenger Saunière, a seemingly modest priest, unearthed secrets that could redefine our understanding of history. His discovery, sparked by renovations in a small French church, led to astonishing theories about hidden treasures, the Ark of the Covenant, and the bloodlines of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. As we peel back layers of history, art, and symbolism, we delve into a lesser-known but provocative element of this...
Published 05/02/24
In this episode, I invite you on a soothing journey into the essence of your being, where the hidden bindings of self-perception are gently unraveled. As you settle in for this immersive meditative experience, let the calm narration guide you through a reflective exploration of the deep-seated beliefs that often keep us from fully embracing our lives. We'll delve into the concepts of feeling incomplete, the impact of our actions, and our perceptions of difference—all which shape our daily...
Published 04/23/24
Join me as together we delve into the profound wisdom of the second tablet from The Emerald Tablets of Thoth, titled "The Halls of Amenti." These ancient texts, attributed to Thoth, the Egyptian deity of wisdom, writing, and magic, serve as a bridge to the divine, offering secrets of alchemy and spiritual knowledge that have intrigued seekers of truth for millennia. Originating from a civilization where gods mingled with mortals, the tablets' wisdom is a call to inner enlightenment and...
Published 03/05/24
This guided visualization ritual explores the psychological benefits of Rosicrucian affirmations for inner transformation. These affirmations are not mere words but keys to unlocking the latent potential within your psyche, guiding you through a process of spiritual alchemy. By embracing these transformative principles, listeners can embark on a profound journey of self-discovery, shedding the leaden weight of their limitations to reveal the gold of their true, enlightened selves. Embark upon...
Published 02/25/24
In this final episode of our American Alchemy series, we explore the term 'The Christian Alchemists' coined by Walter Woodward, encompassing a diverse group of practitioners with varying religious affiliations. A key figure among them was Gershom Bulkeley, an alchemist, pastor, and physician from Massachusetts. Despite his skepticism towards astrology, Bulkeley was deeply involved in Paracelsian medicine, compiling an extensive library of alchemical works and passing on his knowledge to his...
Published 01/31/24
In this second episode of our three-part American Alchemy series, the focus shifts to John Winthrop Jr. and the culmination of his alchemical endeavors in New London. Acting as the eyes and ears of the Royal Society of London, Winthrop sought homegrown talent for his alchemical project, becoming a central figure in the American colonies' intellectual landscape. He enlisted the help of local alchemists, including George Starkey and others associated with Harvard or arriving from England and...
Published 12/21/23
In the first part of this three-part series, join me on a fascinating exploration of America's hidden history, delving into the convergence of alchemy, mysticism, and early scientific endeavors that shaped the nation's intellectual landscape. Our journey begins with the surprising influence of Puritan alchemists in the founding of America, unraveling a tapestry woven with extraordinary characters, daring experiments, and unlikely friendships. The alchemical community, connected across...
Published 12/14/23
Embark on a mystic journey on crossing the abyss. In this episode, we unravel the profound insights gained from Frater Archer’s deliberate encounter with divinity. Explore the liminal space between creation and divinity, where practitioners are stripped bare, and only the spark of divinity remains. Frater Archer shares three paths—vision, meditation, and ritual—and warns of the consequences of this transformative experience.   Discover the psychological impact of crossing the Abyss, drawing...
Published 12/05/23
In this episode, we delve into the captivating life of the venerable mystic, St. Francis of Assisi. Join me on a journey through the opulent streets of medieval Assisi, where a young Francis, born to a wealthy merchant, defied societal norms by choosing a path less traveled. Unravel the mystery of his transformation from a life of privilege to one of profound simplicity and humility. Discover how, against the backdrop of his father's wealth, he forsook the material world to embrace poverty,...
Published 11/23/23
Get ready to unlock the secrets of a powerful and enigmatic figure: the Black Madonna, a symbol of divine femininity, has captured the imagination of spiritual seekers for centuries. This mysterious and often overlooked aspect of the Divine Mother has roots in various cultures and traditions. The Black Madonna is a sacred and revered image of the Virgin Mary depicted with dark or black skin. Found in various parts of the world, from Europe to the Americas, the Black Madonna has become a...
Published 11/10/23
Have you ever wondered about the *real* meaning of Halloween? Unlock the ancient mysteries of Autumn with me as we dive into the cross-cultural celebrations of the Autumnal Equinox, a time of profound transformation, with hidden esoteric teachings that transcend time and tradition. From Greek mythology's Persephone to the Mexican Day of the Dead and Hindu Durga Puja, discover how these rituals illuminate the mystical journey of life, death, and rebirth. Uncover the profound esoteric...
Published 10/29/23
☾ Prepare to dive into the Mystical World of Tarot ☽ // Join me for a journey through the ancient origins of Tarot, as we unveil the secrets hidden within the cards. In this episode, you’ll discover the true essence of Tarot, transcending its roots in medieval Italian card games and diving into the mystical realms of divination and cartomancy.   We'll unravel the rich tapestry of Tarot iconography and symbology, guiding you through the enigmatic symbols that whisper ancient wisdom. Together,...
Published 10/24/23
In this captivating episode, we embark on a mystical journey through the rich tapestry of Berber (Amazigh) culture, deep within the heart of North Africa. Join us as we delve into the enchanting world of the Berber people, a community whose ancient belief systems, myths, and legends are as awe-inspiring as the towering Atlas Mountains they call home. Discover the fascinating lore of the Berber culture, as we explore the enigmatic connection between their protective talismans and the enduring...
Published 10/14/23
Join me as we delve into the intriguing connection between occultism and the exercise of state power throughout history. Together, we'll explore how occult practices have played a role in shaping the dynamics of governance, from ancient secret societies to modern conspiracy theories. The discussion ranges from the alluring concept of the "magician State" as proposed by scholar Ioan Couliano, to the sinister manifestations of occultism in infamous regimes like the Third Reich. We also uncover...
Published 10/09/23
If the paramount project of W.B. Yeats’ professional life was the perfection of the art of poetry, it was intertwined with a personal preoccupation, the study and practice of magic—not in any metaphorical sense, but the dedicated pursuit of supernatural powers based upon the ancient traditions of alchemy and necromancy, which began in his youth and persisted to the end of his long life. SELECTED READING: "W.B. Yeats, Magus" by Jamie James for Lapham's Quarterly YOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME...
Published 10/06/23
Self-remembering" is an esoteric practice focused on cultivating heightened self-awareness. Practitioners observe their thoughts, emotions, and physical sensations without judgment, fostering mindfulness in the present moment. This technique encourages detachment from ego-driven tendencies and the pursuit of a deeper, authentic self. It serves as a valuable tool on the path to personal awakening and self-realization. By consistently applying self-remembering, individuals aim to transcend...
Published 10/04/23
This marks the final episode (part 5) of a multi-episode series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter four, “Meditation Symbols in Christian and Gnostic Mysticism.”                                                                      What you'll learn:   ·      Why most major religions during this time became divided into two sections: one which was for the...
Published 09/20/23
This marks part 4 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter three, “Alexandria, The Cradle of Western Mysticism.”                                                                       What you'll learn:   ·      Why is Alexandria so important? (The history of the city of Alexandria and the impact it had on the development of esoteric mystery...
Published 09/20/23
This marks part 3 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter two, “Parallels Between Eastern and Western Philosophy.”   What you'll learn:   ·      The detailed process of how different religions and philosophies come into existence, unfold their teachings, attain their maximum sphere of influence, and then either diminish or fade...
Published 09/20/23
This marks part 2 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity.” In this episode, we'll be reading chapter one, “Gnostism, The Key to Esoteric Christianity.”   What you'll learn:   The impact the teachings of Plato and Aristotle had on the early Christian eraThe difference between creationism and emmanationismWhat is the role of Aristotle in anthropology?How the early Christian church...
Published 09/20/23
This marks part 1 of a 5-part series where I will read aloud chapters from Manly P. Hall's “The Wisdom of the Knowing Ones: Gnosticism, the Key to Esoteric Christianity,” a collection of inter-related essays concerning the "esoteric keys" to the early movement of Christianity. In this episode, we'll be reading the introduction of the book, titled "What Do The Knowers Know?" Together, we'll explore the importance of the 1945 dicovery of the Nag Hammadi Codices, a collection of early Christian...
Published 09/15/23
Most of us are familiar with Dan Brown’s 2003 bestseller, The Da Vinci Code. It’s filled with conspiracy theories and secret societies. It all started with a poor priest in a little village in the south of France. His name was François-Bérenger Saunière. SELECTED READING: "Father Saunière and the Holy Grail — The French mystery that inspired the Da Vinci Code" by Lucy C (2018) YOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME STORY PODCAST: Can’t sleep? This adult bedtime story podcast invites you to escape the...
Published 09/01/23
Is Jim Carrey crazy, or simply in the process of awakening to higher truths? You be the judge. This edit includes some snippets from Carrey’s interviews over the past few years as he distanced himself further from the spotlight of fame. Don’t get me wrong, Jim is a great character, and I was lucky to get the part. But don’t think of that as me anymore.” – Jim Carrey YOUR FAVORITE MYSTICAL BEDTIME STORY PODCAST: Can’t sleep? This adult bedtime story podcast invites you to escape the burdens of...
Published 08/27/23