What's the difference between alpha and beta women? One will stab you in the back to feel better about themselves and the other wills step down to let you shine. This week we break down all the different types of alpha's and beta's and give you a little juicy update about our toxic pick of the week, princes Meghan Markle.

What's more toxic someone not picking up on your social cues or someone not taking a hint when they've pushed your boundaries. BOTH. Find out why on this weeks ep where we discuss the different ways of dealing with people like this. We're on youtube! Come watch https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Xpgmx43oHOiEYMD9IdWfA

While Nikki was scared of ruining her and Monarey's friendship, Monarey was worried about having to live in her car. It takes two to communicate and maintain a healthy friendship. Especially when you have had a toxic friend in the past. The pain and scars from past friendships can create a sort of PTSD. Which leads us to project and influence our perception of current friendships without us knowing it. These triggers, fears, and lack trust of trust can create paranoia towards someone who is...

Rachel did her homework and got her boyfriend to list out all of her toxic traits. Which turn out to stem from BPD and childhood. Something lots of us can relate to. She is taking all the steps to recovery and we love the honesty and vulnerability Rachel brings to this ep. NEW SEGMENT ALERT: Juicy confessions. We are confessing some of our juiciest secrets that we have been too ashamed to admit. We're on youtube! Come watch https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Xpgmx43oHOiEYMD9IdWfA

Trauma bonding that leads to love bombing that leads to fast endings. Comedian Dan Donohue, AKA master of setting boundaries, made a few wrong turns during darker moments in his life but in the end came out on top, mentally. And Monarey's would you rather sends Nikki into a spiral of fear. It's a good one. Follow Dan @notbaddan We're on youtube! Come watch https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Xpgmx43oHOiEYMD9IdWfA

This week we have one of our faves, Dan Paustian, here to talk about his f**k boy antics and the root cause. Even though he has some toxic patterns, he is always honest with his flavor of the week. Which begs the questions, if a player is transparent that they aren't looking for anything serious, are they still a bad guy?

We both have daddy issues which makes us LOVE friendships with guys. But how do you keep it platonic and how do you prevent those relationships from becoming unhealthy? Boundaries are key. And setting them can be tricky. Speaking of boundaries, we discuss Chris Brown and if females should be working with him.

The Illuminati, Karen culture, grooming and coke heads vs alcoholics. We're getting down to the nitty gritty of Hollywood and what is considered toxic or just plane stupid.

When toxic pasts slide your DM's and platonic friends have ulterior motives, it's time to pull out the big guns. Not to mention, hot girls that are mean to lesser women. Why? Bitch you already have it all, we're just trying to survive over here. Sometimes we have to dabble into our old habits in order to tackle these beast and teach a few lessons.

Who knew that so much could happen in just a week. Falling in love, falling out of love, or just straight falling. Sometimes we can't tell if it's out toxic traits blocking us from a good relationship or if it's the relationship itself creating the toxic pattern.

Love is in the air and it's uncomfortable. Nikki's getting married, something she never thought she would do and Monarey's overcoming her love avoidant tendencies. It's not easy to step outside of your love boundaries, especially when you come from a family that didn't give affection or parents that you constantly have to put before yourself. So we are trying our best to suppress our toxic habits not runaway.

What's worse, someone chasing you to love them or being the one who's chasing. In our case both aren't healthy and ended pretty bad. If you have to convince someone to be in a relationship with you then it's probably not going to work out anyways. We discuss the art of taking a hint and Elon Musk's silliness.

What's worse than Monarey selling her body to science and Nikki losing her bingo job to magicians with dildos on their head? Men pretending to be in open relationships and girls trying to steal your man. This week we discuss unhealthy relationships between men and women, our favorite toxic movie characters and some secret hot goss about a certain female co-star of Cruel Intentions and Fear. The two movies that include our favorite male toxic characters.

It was the holiday season and boy did Santa bring us a big juicy gift. Kyle Anderson's YouTube doc exposing comedian Chris Delia. We discuss our take on 'The Chris Delia Problem', this category 5 toxic behaviour and our encounters with him. Sometimes flattery leaves you feeling like your in a fantasy and it gets hard to see the monster that's in your face. Watch all of our episodes on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Xpgmx43oHOiEYMD9IdWfA Follow us on Instagram: @monareym...

While Nikki's love language was how many tears he shed, Monarey's was being thrown through a wall. But goddamn was she resilient. Breaking through hurting people or being hurt is hard work. And today we are talking about recognizing and getting out of these patterns. Biggest take away, if you are too scared to tell your friends about your boyfriend or girlfriend, that's a red flag. Get out. And if you're hurting people to feel loved? That ain't so healthy either.

Monarey's ex and comedian, Matty Chymbor, is here! And it's a wild ride. Monarey dated him before she was healed or even aware of her trauma. He was no saint either. These two discuss and laugh at the good, the bad, and the ugly about their past relationship. They're a good example of forgiveness and that you can be friends with your ex's. Even if you were cray cray. Have a toxic story or wondering if your in the presence of a toxi? Send us your story or questions....

For those who have worked in the restaurant industry know it's one of the most toxic environments. For those of you who haven't, here's what happens behind the scene of your buttery Chardonnay and medium rare steak. Chef's dick pics, verbally abusive managers and soul crushing customers, are all but a few things we put up with in fear of losing our jobs. Wondering if you're in a toxic situation of have a juicy tox story? Dm us on instagram at https://www.instagram.com/recoveringtoxaholic/

”If you weren’t so nosey, you’d still be smiling”. Wise words from our latest guest, comedian, Darius Bennett. Darius loved the lady’s. Well, he still likes lady’s, but now just one. His sexcapades got him and his mistresses into a lot of trouble. Whether it was getting his heart broken, or his dad showing him porn at the age of 5, Darius has struggled with being monogamous. But now that he’s a father he’s changed his ways.

Which is worse having to face your exes everywhere you go or being attacked on TikTok? Whether it's in real life or in the metaverse, we just can't get away from petty trolls. The girls discuss their toxic high school relationships. Although one them WAS the toxic one. Guess who?

You can't choose your family but you can choose your friends. And what do you do when they let you down over and over? This week the girls discuss the people that disappointed them and why, highschool boyfriends and first time giving blowjobs. Which for Nikki, almost was the last.

From growing up with a dad who ran his own "Fight Club" in the family room, to dating girls who repressed his gymnastic talents, JT Parr seems quite recovered. JT and the girls ask the question, why do people cheat? Is it toxic to make people jealous? And how much crying is TOO much crying? Watch all of our episodes on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Xpgmx43oHOiEYMD9IdWfA Follow us on Instagram: @jtparr14 @monareym @nikkibon @recoveringtoxaholic

Episode 2 is a juicy tell all, where the girls unpack their first young heartbreak, and realize that some patterns in their current life might be linked to those early first encounters. Watch all of our episodes on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Xpgmx43oHOiEYMD9IdWfA Follow us on Instagram: @monareym @nikkibon @recoveringtoxaholic

Hey there In our first episode of Recovering Toxaholic, we chat about the moment we realized that we ourselves might be the toxic ones.  Monarey was a controlling bully, and Nikki was a manipulative brat and here lies the genesis of all things juicy, toxic, and hilarious.