Episodes
What is an awakening? An awakening is a changing or shifting of mindset which is part of your vibrations. When you shift vibrations which are again part of your mentality, especially when you ascend into a new higher vibration, you have to purge. You can't allow all of the old vibrational frequency into the new vibration. You have to purge. You have to let go. You have to get rid of whatever isn't serving you. So in order to have a spiritual awakening, we need to go through a spiritual...
Published 09/29/22
After watching just one episode of Love Is Blind I have a lot of questions about the production. Like where is it filmed?Do they ever go outside?How many dates do they go on?Who is still together?Where do they sleep? So today I have Kelly Chase and she is going to share the answers to all these questions and more. Here we go Kelly, are you ready?
Published 10/04/21
Brandy also shares how she became a model.Living in a model house with other international modelsWorking as an underage model.Traveling aloneBeing exposed to stalkers and perverts and more, more more!
Published 09/28/21
This is a live show from Instagram and Facebook! Welcome back to spirituality and self love in the modern world podcast, I am your host Bernadette Balla. I am a huge fan of Kirsten Jordan, the first female lead to star on Million Dollar Listing New York. She is here today and I only have 30 minutes with her so I am going to jam pack as many questions as I can. Kirsten, very surreal to see you in front me, i gotta pinch myself a couple of times, how are you feeling today? What have you been up...
Published 09/22/21
With $100,000 up for grabs, the players are more ready than ever to catfish their way to the top. Jack Atkins is here today for a long overdue interview on why he chose to be a girl catfish, the drama between Savannah and Terilisha, his move to LA and living with Mitchell, a fellow Circle contestant on Season 2. Jack said that he could tell the Circle what he wanted for food, then it would be delivered to his door a few minutes later! The only time the players aren't on camera is when they're...
Published 09/15/21
Watching the premiere at 2am alone and dealing with how she was edited because she was told it was a documentary series and not a reality show.Quitting her job after the show.Traveling to Paris during COVID by herself.How she got recruited for the showIs she going to be on Season 2? and more more more always more :) Please follow/subscribe to not miss any new episodes! :) Spiritual needs + reality tv stars interviews on Spirituality and Self-Love in the Modern World ™ podcast 👩‍💻 Ex techie...
Published 08/27/21
Please follow/subscribe to not miss any new episodes! :) Spiritual needs + reality tv stars interviews on Spirituality and Self-Love in the Modern World ™ podcast 👩‍💻 Ex techie @Twitch | Wrote Intuition is Your Superpower on Amazon🌎| Self Awareness Enthusiast | Breathing everyday, Meditate 40 mins in one setting ✨| Mentor & Mentee | Non- swimmer 🏊 | Listener & Learner ⚒️  ---------------------------------- About me: https://www.skepticturnmystic.com/ My...
Published 08/20/21
Please follow/subscribe to not miss any new episodes! :) Spiritual needs + reality tv stars interviews on Spirituality and Self-Love in the Modern World ™ podcast 👩‍💻 Ex techie @Twitch | Wrote Intuition is Your Superpower on Amazon🌎| Self Awareness Enthusiast | Breathing everyday, Meditate 40 mins in one setting ✨| Mentor & Mentee | Non- swimmer 🏊 | Listener & Learner ⚒️  ---------------------------------- Did Wendy Cartegena know it was Bethenny Frankel when she applied for the...
Published 08/07/21
Some stuff Jenna shared and of cos listen to the whole episode for so much more : How she was recruited to Below Deck Sailing YachtPaget and Ciara's breakupHooking up at master guest's bedroomCleaning poo left over by charter guestsWhy Jenna was attracted to AdamHow she was disappointed by the breakupJenna not getting along with Madison and more more more more, how do you like that :) Please follow/subscribe to not miss any new episodes! :) Spiritual needs + reality tv stars interviews on...
Published 08/01/21
This episode is super awesome, so much juicy juicy scoop! 0:00 Intro 0:01:50 Erica's potential relationship partner going on a trip together 0:02:23 Erica started her YouTube channel at 10 years old 0:03:55 How old is Erica in 2021? 0:05:45 Filming Marrying Millions Season 2 was done in her grandmother's house in Springfield not her parents 0:06:16 Erica relationship's with her father even if she dates men in their 60's and she's in her 20's 0:09:19 Dated her first older bf when she was 18 (...
Published 07/27/21
An exclusive interview that you cannot find anywhere else! Was so fun to chat with Christina. Rule breaks not caught on camera!Were condoms available on set?Sharing 1 shower with the entire cast!Green lights not captured on camera!The food they eat!Dealing with farts from the boys300 crew and cameras present for filming and more more more!
Published 07/19/21
You can watch the video version of this interview on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIvgum2zH8g Why she joined Southern CharmWhy Cameron was chosen as the narrator and why Cameron leftGood friends with Madison however Landon never met Austen when Madison and Austen was dating so Landon did not witness their dynamic first hand.How her mom was unsupportive of her divorce but her dad was understanding with her decisionGet to know Landon like how she got into real estate, her...
Published 07/15/21
* Rhylee shared how a crew member almost got fired just for saving Ashton Pinnear from dying / drowning, when he went overboard! * Catfish charging people 200 dollars as Rhylee for nude pics! * Rhylee is on a new reality tv show coming soon! * Find out what she got in trouble with Kate for while filming Below Deck. * Rhylee biggest regret while filming is having sex on camera! * Who she dislikes on Below Deck, why she thinks Caroline have issues, her beef with Ashton and more more...
Published 07/07/21
Why she isn't on Below Deck Sailing Yacht Season 2Working on Frank Sinatra's boat for her first jobWhy Ciara & Paget broke upIf she is still singleCaptain Glenn decided Ciara as a deckhand instead of working in the interior because he wanted someone who knew the boat inside and out.Her friendship with the rest of the crew and more more more Spiritual needs +  reality tv stars  interviews on Spirituality and Self-Love in the Modern World ™ podcast 👩‍💻 Ex techie @Twitch | Wrote Intuition...
Published 07/06/21
At 15 yrs of age, Clementine is the youngest person I interviewed. There are some delays and echos in this episode due to our connection. Thanks for still listening!Clementine shares why she loves sad music, why she choose to stay in school for long term purposes and if she ever gotten a script that her parents don't want her to be involved in. Spiritual needs +  reality tv stars  interviews on Spirituality and Self-Love in the Modern World ™ podcast 👩‍💻 Ex techie @Twitch | Wrote Intuition is...
Published 07/02/21
Danielle Kirby talks about bi-polar, side effects of the medication, having to keep changing medication to find one that works for her,  how  bi-polar started in Danielle's teenage years and comparing her bi-polar experiences with her father ( who is also bipolar).What love means to her, what apps she uses for dating and if she is currently single.  Spiritual needs +  reality tv stars  interviews on Spirituality and Self-Love in the Modern World ™ podcast 👩‍💻 Ex techie @Twitch | Wrote...
Published 07/01/21
If only we had more time, such as the case with this episode! Nicole's schedule is packed so I'm super stoked she manage to squeeze in time for me. Somehow we go to the subject of family and I shared my dad leaving my family with Nicole and we talked about our personal lives deeper. I hope this episode helps you feel less alone in your experiences with an absent person in your life. Nicole's Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/nicolerosestillings/ Spiritual needs +  reality tv stars ...
Published 06/26/21
OMG, Max actually is such an inspiration to me because he has a lot of empathy when asking tough questions in his interviews and addressing scandals portrayed in the reality show.  Max is the first guy I ever interviewed on my podcast. I couldn't resist his naturally charming aura when I consume his content and realized that I don't know this person even if I watch his videos everyday so here he is telling us all about why he started his YouTube channel, if he is single, how he pumps up so...
Published 06/24/21
What is Anastasia Surmava from Below Deck Mediterranean up to in 2021?Will the audience see her in the upcoming seasons of Below Deck Mediterranean on Bravo TV?Who takes her pictures on Instagram?Is she in contact with Hannah Ferrier?Did chef Mila really go to Le Cordon Bleu Cooking school in France as she claim? How does it feel being a reality TV star? Does she like being approached for pictures?Does she have stalkers? Tune into this bonus latest podcast episode to find out more. If you...
Published 06/24/21
I got Mary from Before the 90 Days today. She shares if the scene with Varya and Geoffrey was fake. Her passion on eye transplant for people who need it, if she is still friends with Geoffrey, and what she thinks about reincarnation all while giving personal advice for us who needs it. Career, love, friendships! Mary also shares how reality tv affected her and how she learned to deal with negative trolls.  Don't miss this episode that airs now :) If you are into reality tv and spirituality...
Published 06/21/21
One thing we've learned from these two? That love can cross all boundaries - even ones created by distance! Fans want to know what's up with Jon and Rachel Walters, one of the most beloved 90 Day Fiancé couples. The pair has grappled with their long-distance relationship in the past, but they are doing their best for each other during this pandemic by staying on top of things as much as possible! Here's a look at some key points about them:  They sleep and wake up together despite being in...
Published 06/13/21
Does your heart race when you see a handsome face? Do the tingles turn to shivers as his arm brushes against yours? It might be love. But are they feeling it too, and if so- do their intentions align with ours or not? Some people find themselves attracted to multiple genders of opposite sex partners, but don't know how to deal with that attraction because society teaches us our desires should be limited by gender norms alone! A new interview with Alli Dore from Below Deck confirms she...
Published 06/06/21
During their time on 90 Day Fiance, Eric Rosenbrook and Leida Margaretha undoubtedly earned a lot of critics. The pair has received a lot of backlash on social media, especially when it comes to Leida's ties with Eric's former family.  Despite the criticism, the 90 Day Fiance wedded pair seemed to be unfazed.  00:37 This is when it starts 01:11 Leida getting hate each time season airs in a new country 01:50 TLC ask Leida and Eric to come back to the show but they said no 04:20 Working in...
Published 05/31/21
You love watching reality tv? Now you can hear from some of your favorite cast members about their journey before, during, and after filming.  Sit back as the host Bernadette Balla chats with reality stars like Abby from Below Deck (season 7) about everything you’ve ever wanted to know from how much it pays to be on reality tv, the stress filming, why she left the show, sexism and more!!! It's a behind-the-scenes peek into some of your favorite stars lives that you won't want to miss out...
Published 05/23/21
You know the pain scale they nurses ask you when you are in the hospital to rate your pain from 1-10. I rate how I feel in that way when I am depressed so I can communicate with my therapist that i seeked out in 2008.  When I'm on the mild side, I'm either 1 2 or 3 that means I'm feeling okay . It's still there but it's not affecting my daily life in a way that it says to stop living.   When my depression is more moderate I am either a 4 of 5 or 6 which is already starting to climb the...
Published 05/06/21