We all consider our lives to be an unfolding experience that we choose, that we design. A blank canvas that we paint our ever developing growth onto. The more I observe the workings of mind the more I see what is untrue. How about this perception: mind paints our lives onto the blank canvas and we think we are that life, that painting, when in fact we are the actual canvas that gives life to the painting. For example, we think we are the painting of the tree and the clouds and we’ll add in...

In the past I have spoken about my medicine journeys and getting to see some of my past lives which led me to this present life experience. This life in a sense, within the story will be the last one. But remember the story is only relevant within mind. We are not mind and it's information is only that, information, not truth. So within the human story past lives are interesting, temporarily. Really they are only a distraction, and are often used by the ego as a distraction or to inflate the...

Insomnia and broken nights sleep doesn't really bother me anymore and I'll tell you why in this video. Exhaustion is very helpful for the ego. If you're doing any kind of inner work being overtired I have found very helpful, it slows the mind down which gives us more space to work through what is being released. I have countless experiences of working through stuff in the middle of the night. Or days before holotropic breathwork or ayahuasca I would often be unable to sleep and arrive...

This is such a fascinating subject for me! I love it.  In a nutshell : Remember that Pink Floyd image with light shinning through a prism and the rainbow coming out the other side? I don't know why they used that image back in the day, I don't know what their intention was, but for me this is a perfect example of Being looking through the body-mind. Being is the white light, looking through the human mind. So the human mind projects the world and our experiences. Awakening is the...

In this podcast I speak a little about meeting reality as it is, right now, as opposed to trying to get somewhere.  I also touch upon how we project our own baggage onto others, onto spirituality and sexuality. How I repeatedly cover whatever I am working on until I "get it". I document anything that resonates and reread and journal about that one insight or sentence or quote, again and again, allowing it to sink beyond the noise of the mind. Getting complete with intellectual...

I have spoken in the past about about the activities people do to raise their vibration and how I see this exercise as simply a way to bypass the actual frequency needing to be integrated. Ecstatic dance, visualisation, affirmations, thinking positive, are all ways to not take responsibility to what you feel within yourself. These frequencies are showing up for a reason, in many peoples experience, repeatedly. Until you integrate them they will continue to show up. But today I have a new...

We use all sorts of tricks to try deceive ourselves into thinking we have self esteem.  People chase money and status and relationships to try to feel good and feel worthwhile, but eventually, often as these things fall away we realise we're as empty as the day the chase began. Lately I have been taking a look at the yoga world to loosen my own physical flexibility. But something that surprised me to see was how emotionally restrictive and inflexible the teachers seem to be. Of course their...

In recent years I have worked a lot with the Energy Body, but this work has deepened greatly since around January of this year. In this video I speak about my experience of the Energy Body, connecting deeper and deeper to ancient frequencies that release. It's important to say when moving into the body to always do so with a beginners mind, or no mind, simply turn up and observe, and keep turning up then allow the process to unfold at it's own pace.  I often hear of people who go into the...

A few weeks back I had a profound glimpse of a real awakening. For about three hours I could see clearly there is no such thing as time, this was not theory or a belief, but a very obvious realisation, an experience. There is no past or future. Also a deep realisation, in every molecule of my Being, that everything is okay, there truly is nothing wrong. Wholeness is always present and available to us. The only thing standing in the way of that experience, is the activity of the mind. Like...

Take a moment to contemplate all the objects around you in your life, from the clothes you are wearing to furniture or appliances. All of these items come with a story of you desiring or needing this thing, and then how you sourced it and acquired it. Maybe it was a gift, a Christmas present, or maybe you saved for months to buy it for yourself. Notice how you may right now appreciate this object, most of the time you are unaware of it and many of the items around you.  Consider how the...

From time to time I use different tricks to help remind me of the work, to bring me into the moment, such as writing on windows and mirrors, and post-it notes. But today I talk a little about the meaning behind the reminders of "Last Time..."   "What if this is the last time I will ever get to..." can sound intriguing if it is the last time to see your family, or to eat an amazing meal for example. But what about the last time to walk across your living room, when you have already walked...

This video begins covering the most recent years my journey. Prior to this stage of my life I have meditated almost daily for about 27yrs or more, and I have been on a spiritual path for that time. But my life came to an intense turning point a few years ago. For those have not heard my story, or the most recent section of my story, the past few years to get to this point. I am who I am because I have not had the option to learn or believe philosophies or spiritual theories, I have had to...

This coming June and September my doors will be open to those who feel moved to come to Acapulco and work with me. Five or six days of us working closely together in a small group. The main purpose of this time will be to embody a different way of living, of Being. To deeply embody the practice of integration. I continually will point how to witness and integrate our reflection. This will be an immersive week. The buzz for me is seeing people change, open up, live differently, freer, less...

My work is mostly around Shadow integration, those pieces of ourselves that we most avoid and try to eradicate. In this podcast I speak a little about my own experience in therapy and how those working in the psychotherapy world greatly struggle with presence and shadow integration because they are so deeply invested in the process of analysing every feeling rather than just feeling, excluding the mind. I go on to share my thoughts around Will Smith's reaction at the Oscars and Jordan...

In order to receive energetic upgrades, downloads or activations, there must be space to receive.   An overactive mind cannot be still enough, open enough to allow awareness to expand.    In this podcast I discuss my process of working with and allowing activations which I work with on a daily basis.    If you are someone who is constantly reading spiritual literature or listening to videos and podcasts or reading spiritual accounts, then you are constantly filling your own mind with other...

In this podcast I cover Ukraine, the now disappeared Corona flu and the also disappeared Canadian Truckers protest. My attention, my time, and my sacred energy is far too important to invest in whatever this weeks overblown media hysteria might be. I have some awareness of what is happening in the world and generally I view these events very differently from how I would have in recent years. In seeing there is no wrong or bad or evil, I get to enjoy the show. All that is unfolding is for...

My role with people seems to be that I take them to their next level, or perhaps a few levels along their path. I never know how far they will go, but I do often see their potential and how much is still available to them. Often when clients begin to work with me their lives improve, their outlook changes, they become more empowered, but with this can come a slowing down or lessening commitment to the work. Life is calming down for them, so they take their foot off the gas. In my own...

I discuss the quote by Byron Katie, among others "No two people ever meet" and the extent of this. This perspective is new to myself and really blows a lot of old spiritual views out of the water.   Everything is up for questioning, every view we hold we must be willing to allow it to crumble if we are to awaken further.   Notice those times you may say "But I believe...", but this statement may be proven entirely inaccurate and restrictive to you in time. Any perspective we hold tight to...

I expand on last weeks video about what this world is, which is perfect, an exact training ground that we require to take us where our Being decides to go.  What has happened with the Corona flu will continue to happen again and again, it is necessary. We must be grateful for for these shifts, they are not problems but catalysts to push us further into self realisation and self responsibility.  Seeing does not come from thinking, it comes from Be-ing, experiencing, being present,...

I saw in recent days a greater awareness of what this world is.  It's not broken, it does not need to be fixed or changed. There is nothing wrong.  This is Maya.  The penny dropped for me. Simply look back at the history of the world, the upheaval and continued death and rebirth is the nature of being on earth. We did not come here to live in a world that is peaceful and still and calm. We came here to find the peace and stillness and calm within ourselves and thus realise it in the world...

I'm becoming fascinated to watch how we use our minds to try to experience higher states, which is impossible.  The mind deals with information, the Being experiences, yet humans seem conditioned to continuously bypass the Experiencer in search of further information. It's a hamster wheel of continual seeking and processing. As soon as one piece of information is processed or as many people say "understood" or "figured out", the mind moves on to the next puzzle.  Meanwhile the Experiencer...

Over the years I regularly encounter clients who have had abortions and often they hold shame, guilt or confusion around the experience. So I  wanted to interview Rebekah about her experience as I feel it will be beneficial to both women and men to hear what a woman may go through, but also about the path of healing afterwards. Find below two links on this subject from Rebekah's blog that I recommend reading. Anyone who wishes to contact her can message or email me and I will pass on her...

I'm running a small intimate retreat here in Acapulco, Mexico in February for a small number of people.  Dates are roughly 8th February until the 12th. Anyone who has flights earlier or later I can accommodate you, or if you feel you would like further time and work after the retreat ends this is possible too. Have a listen to this podcast and see how you feel, we can get on the phone and discuss the details and see if this would be something suitable for your growth. Acapulco and Mexico...

I wrote the other day about the full moon and this energy change. I notice this shift quite clearly and the opportunity to work with it until the end of the year.  This is a window to step back further and observe the goings on in the world, but also to observe ourselves and our own reaction to those goings on. Are you reactive to the news or those around you? Can you see your ego jumping in with opinions of what it thinks would be best? Who would you be without these opinions? I am not...