When you view intimate relations as being purely physical, you lose something incredibly important, magickal, and powerful. Human beings are not just meat suits with urges needing to be fulfilled. We are this weird and wonderful combination of incarnate (in-MEAT) and inspired (inSPIRIT). The current overculture tells us that we can sleep with whomever we want, without much consequence, and nothing could be further from the truth. Coupling with another human being is a huge portal space, one...

I gotta know, has this ever happened to you? Have you ever heard of it happening?  The topic of today's podcast is a weird experience I had recently that takes a pretty popular concept in the spiritual self-growth space and turns it on its head. Weird timeline jumping, quantum leaping, changing the course of your life kinda shit. Use Your Voice 🖤 The Lilith Factor | Sex Magick 101 course www.thelilithfactor.com Want to work with me 1 on 1? Schedule a vibe check call today:...

Welcome to an enlightening episode that delves into the myriad ways humans perceive the divine. 🌌 It's time to break free from the confines of rigid viewpoints and explore the boundless universe of spiritual understanding. 🤝 Join me as I unravel the fascinating paradox of our diverse beliefs and the unyielding urge to defend our singular perspectives. Let's shed some light on the beauty of coexistence and the power it holds in transforming our lives. 🌙 This episode is a beacon for...

The Universe is constantly speaking to us. And, as astrologer David Pond once said, it can come through something as mundane as your dishwasher. The language the Universe uses, however, is not English. It's not Spanish, or French, or even Hindi. It speaks in nudges. Repeating patterns. Bodily sensations. Intuitive hits. Occasionally it'll throw a book off the shelf, or make the lights flicker…or send an animal to you over, and over, and over again. This is the story of me and the lizards. Use...

I recently got the opportunity to test myself against the insidious energy of narcissism. It's an energy I've encountered a lot in my life, from diagnosable narcissists to the much more common victim of narcissism—who has then taken on these behaviors as a defence mechanism. I include myself in that. For years I excelled at manipulation, without even realising what I was doing. Just feeling helpless and hopeless and knowing that “this is the way to act”, because that's the way I'd been shown...

Four years ago I started a podcast. I had a story to tell, and things I wanted to say. That journey had its ups and downs, and I LOVED it. Two years ago, I started posting videos and YouTube. This was the natural evolution of Using My Voice. I started using the audio from these videos as my podcast. It felt like the right thing to do. Around that time I embarked on Season 3 of my podcast, the F**k It Edition: https://youtu.be/v1fYwb94T0g and audio...

Fear is the mind killer. It's also the intention killer. When you operate from a place of fear, you put your energy into that vibration. See, you are a powerful being. Incredibly powerful. You're creating your reality ALL THE TIME. But what place are you creating from? The fear of the craft is a sneaky one, and the focus of part one of this two parter on fear. Use Your Voice 🖤 Want to work with me 1 on 1 to tap into flow, spirit, and pleasure? Schedule a vibe check call today to see how we...

Ahhhh boundaries, why do you have to feel so bad?! While it DOES get easier to set boundaries, at the beginning it's like pulling your arm off in an effort to just get a little space. Painful, with instant regret, and the results are generally less than stellar. Why does this happen? Aren't we SUPPOSED to set boundaries? Isn't this the healthy thing?  Yes. And. Yes, it's healthy, AND it's like trying to put a car in reverse when it's barrelling down the highway. If you've seen any Fast...

Are you ready to unlock the magical world of creativity? In this irreverently enlightening video, we dive deep into the realm of flow state with spirit as your ultimate guide. Discover how getting quiet and listening to the whispers of spirit can make your creative journey easier, lighter, and way more fun!  Are you ready to ignite your creative spark and make cool shit with a lot more ease? Join me in this space! Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Want to work with me 1 on...

Most of us have been modeled scapegoating as a way of navigating the world, usually from a very early age. This is the process of taking something that may present a legitimate issue, then using that thing as THE reason that our pain exists. It’s so tempting, due to its simplicity. The thought is if we could just remove the scapegoat from our lives—through control, manipulation, running away—then we’d be fine. We wouldn’t hurt anymore. The problem is, when one scapegoat leaves, another one...

A strong magician is an integrated magician. It’s tempting to lean on spells and ritual to ‘fix’ the challenges we face in the 3d. Problem is, the results of such magic will always lack a certain power and be rife with unintended consequences. Magick practiced from a place of self-awareness and healing, however, can change the world. Reparenting is both a way to clear space for powerful magick, and is a transformative magickal practice in itself. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your...

I just realized I forgot to record a shoutout to my beautiful patrons! Thanks you Hysum I., Daniella R., Samantha O. Kim T., and Valerie P. You guys are amazing! In this video, we explore the transformative power of spiritual devotion and how it can help us connect with Hekate and the divine within. Whether you're seeking to deepen your connection to Hekate, cultivate a sense of inner peace, or simply explore new ways of connecting with Her, this video offers practical tips and insights to...

Growing up leaves its mark. It doesn’t matter if your parents were A+ top-notch, or bottom of the barrel omg-what-the-hell; either way, they left a mark. Those marks can hurt. A lot. And they’re not the end of the story. You don’t have to constantly carry around the wounds of your childhood—and the stories attached to them—just because they happened. You, my love, are a child of God and a magician of the highest order. One of my favourite magickal practices is reparenting. Hold up, you...

1,000 subscribers! I’m so excited by the home I’ve found on YouTube—it really feels like a place I can settle in for the long haul. Thank you to all my supporters, old and new! I love you, and your feedback is one of the rocket fuels that keeps me going. ❤️ In this video I share a dream about Hekate 🗝️ that I felt moved to pass along to all of you, as well as a letter to my childhood self, in preparation for the Reparenting 👶🏻 series coming up. Also, I have a Patreon! Check it out here:...

If honesty is so important, why is it so damn hard?  Well, we could spend a week unpacking that, but in short: fear. Being honest is scary. It puts you way out in vulnerable territory, because if you're honest about something—like what you need—and you get rejected, it can cut right to the quick. And yet…when you’re not honest, there’s no chance your needs ever get met, by anyone. Including yourself. And that gives rise to alllll sorts of problems. This video explores how Hekate’s Key of...

Join me on a guided meditation into Hekate’s cave, where you will connect with Hekate and her key of honesty. Honesty is a foundational practice in bad-ass witchery, and this meditation helps get you in touch with your truest truth—that which is inside you yearning to be known to the world. This meditation is designed to work hand-in-hand with the information and practices from the Hekate’s Key of Honesty video. Enjoy! Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please subscribe,...

So, you bought a new Tarot or oracle deck? It’s shiny and beautiful and you love it…but, something feels a little off. Maybe there’s a sense of disconnection, or distance, that you’re not used to with your other decks. Or maybe this is your first deck, and you're trying to figure out what the heck to do with it. Never fear, Squeaky is here! The tools you use in your practice all need to be treated with respect, and as a relationship. After all, this entire life you’re living is a series of...

What’s up, lovelies! It’s been a little while, and here’s a whole episode on what I’ve been up to! There’s been a lot of processing, upheaval, and new things coming through in my life. Mostly good, some stressful, all growth-oriented. I’m grateful for all the high-sensation stuff coming through aaaaand cognisant of having needed the time to breathe. Just breathe. I’m back now, and full of more yummy stuff to offer than ever. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please...

Most of us have been told all our lives that we can’t trust this area of the human experience. It’s something that can’t really be measured, and only works when there’s a level of believing it works—otherwise the channels get all constricted. So, it’s really difficult—and ultimately fruitless—to try to ‘convince’ someone who isn’t already open to the possibility. But, oh what magickal things happen when we are open to possibilities! Everyone has the ability to tap into their psychic powers,...

You’re already psychic! And this meditation can help you connect with the psychic abilities already swimming around your beautiful body, and with Hekate and her energetic support for those abilities. Step into Hekate’s cave, and receive the Key of Vision. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please subscribe, rate, and review on whatever podcast app you use, or on YouTube! 1 on 1 Coaching:  www.squeakyscauldron.com/coaching Free Shadow Workbook:...

The theory and practice of Existential Kink, as laid out by Carolyn Elliot in her amazing book by the same name, has changed my life. Both how I view things, and how I operate. It’s a juicy, taboo, delicious way of working with the shadow. I’ve been so impressed and moved by this work that I’m starting coaching training in EK in just a few days! Check out this video for an overview of what Existential Kink is, and how I’ve used it, to see if it’s the right flavor for you. xx Stay safe out...

Many of us have been taught that having desires somehow makes us wrong or dangerous. That going after what are soul yearns for means that we’re betraying someone—family, culture, loved ones. Even God. But where does desire come from, if not from Spirit? In order to draw closer to Divinity—to Hekate—you have to honor and follow your soul’s desires. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please subscribe, rate, and review on whatever podcast app you use, or on YouTube! Shadow...

Many of us have been taught that having desires somehow makes us wrong or dangerous. That going after what are soul yearns for means that we’re betraying someone—family, culture, loved ones. Even God. But where does desire come from, if not from Spirit? In order to draw closer to Divinity—to Hekate—you have to honor and follow your soul’s desires. Stay safe out there, loves, and Use Your Voice. Xx Please subscribe, rate, and review on whatever podcast app you use, or on YouTube! Shadow...

Part Two of the Shadow Work seies! If you haven’t already, be are to check out part one for info on what the shadow is, the benefits of shadow work, and a little word of caution when taking on this process. This episode takes you into three shadow work practices designed to help you meet your shadow. These are great for beginning shadow work, and starting to see the components that your shadow is made of. I’ve also released a Shadow Work guide and Workbook you can download for free!...