Exactly two years this month - Estefania lost her daughter Agatha at just over full term. A perfect pregnancy until there was some confusion towards the end, which was flagged by Estefania. Repeatedly being reassured that everything is fine by Health practitioners she believed that everything will work out. After consistent rhythmic movements, unlike kicks - she was still assured that this is very normal. Until she used a doppler at home and alarm bells rang. Since finding out the...

Thanksgiving day 2020 wasn't the usual day of gratitude. But a heart wrenching time for Joy and her family. After being blessed with 3 children and having to undergo a lot of medical intervention with her 3rd child, she never thought it could any worse. But to then suffer a stillbirth at full term with her angel son GRANT. Joy explains her journey through her fear during her perfect pregnancy with Grant. How she is getting by one day at a time. And as her name, she still manages to spread...

After two failed pregnancy tests and no obvious signs of pregnancy. Ksid managed to get all the way to full term and once admitted in hospital with her pains, she was made aware of her pregnancy.  Ksid gave birth to a handsome sized baby boy called Reese born sleeping. She went through all this and still managed to attain her degree in her last semester at University. We all wonder 'what if' and although the moments were few, Ksid will continue her life honouring her Spirit Angel...

I have so much respect for Teresa after our talk. To be in a position to speak so openly about her experience after it just occurred in December 2020. Shows how strong this lady is.  The tears rolled down my face listening to the loss of her angel Collette. At 41 weeks, looking forward to a VBAC and a homebirth. To then suffer through a critical Uterine rupture and detached placenta. Teresa herself going in and out of consciousness - still holding on to the hope for her daughters...

We usually imagine the mother losing her angel in hospital surrounded by so many professionals.  Unfortunately Shelby had to deliver her angel Lena all by herself at home with her midwife on the phone. After so many concerned visits and calls by Shelby, she was always reassured with possible Braxton Hicks and that she will be fine at almost 37 weeks. This was not the case, the trauma she had to experience pre and post delivery by herself is something Shelby is still trying to digest. She...

April shares her story and honours her angel Taytum with us. She takes us through her journey from having a beautiful first born to having their hopes dashed very recently during the pandemic. We discuss her traumatic event, the healing she is undergoing and what she does everyday to move forward for her and her family.

Shana shares her stories of her multiple stillbirths with us.  How she suffered with one test after another and still managed to find rays of hope.  Speaking about her angels brought back so much emotion and insight, even though they were over a decade a go and more.  Still to this day it feels so real and we speak their names, honour her angels and rejoice in her living children too.

Janell is a bubbly school teacher who adores children and is so loved.  She is the youngest sister to lots of brothers, everyone was so happy for her news of becoming a mum and having her little one in her arms. Janell is so spirited and so strong even after losing her angel Chloe during this pandemic.  She radiates love and hope and discusses her life after loss and finding happiness again.  This is the beginning for Janell and we hope to have her back on her show to see how Chloe is...

LaCara shares her story after losing her angel baby recently during a pandemic.  Being told that her child will not survive in the world and she will go to sleep forever. LaCara was hit so hard it broke her to the core.  LaCara discusses her trauma and physical pain after her loss and opens up about her emotional grief. She views life differently now and she has totally transformed.  Now an author of a book (soon to be released) called Heavenly sea a memoir. Honouring her daughter Kaylani. 

Beaming with happiness after receiving the great news of expecting twins through IVF.  Having the most wonderful wedding, then the hopes of having not one but two little bundles of joy on their way, it couldn't get any better than that. Complications started to happen after they lost their little angel Rori half way only to be devastated of losing Daniel at almost full term. Becca bravely shared her story so early after her loss and is such a strong soul. Always having hope and never...

Dreaming of their first child together, so close to having her in their arms making it all the way past 40 weeks. Only to be heartbroken with the devastating news of their dear Rosie gaining angel wings. This strong mummy shares her grief and sadness and also gives so much love and hope by winning a legal battle and also giving Rosie a rainbow baby sister sooner than they expected.

Bee found the strength to survive and keep the memory of her angel son Bilal alive. By finding help in time to heal and recover from attempting suicide, Bee is now looking at starting a non profit organisation help other struggling mums from the Black and ethnic community to find medical & financial help that she was denied. Moving from shelter to shelter during her pregnancy, struggling with high blood pressure, she was neglected by the health authorities which caused her losing her angel.

Tina ran from an abusive relationship to give her daughter Trinity the best start in life. Only to be hit with the devastating blow of losing her through stillbirth. Tune in to hear Tina's struggles and obstacles she overcame to find, love, faith, healing and three more wonderful living Children. Tina is now a healer and producer, helping others find triumph through their tragedy around the world.

She turned her pain into purpose and now empowering women to challenge and to love themselves, and to reach for their goals. After the trauma of her losses and near death experience she had a beautiful rainbow baby 15 years later, only to become Mrs Central Indiana 2021 and use her platform to raise a worldwide awareness community for pregnancy and infant loss.

An introduction about my purpose in starting this podcast and to share what I had to personally overcome to be able to help others heal after pregnancy loss by starting with the Let’s talk about loss awareness mission.