Episodes
In this week's episode I talk to Susian, a Canadian Vietnamese revert with strong ties to her Buddhist family. We talk about Susian's journey to Islam, difficult family situations and how Allah placed Islam in Susian's life long before she became Muslim subhan'Allah.
Published 09/30/20
In this week's episode we go back in time to the 1800s in Victorian Britain to learn about the first public British Muslim revert, Abdullah Quilliam (né William Henry Quilliam). Born into a wealthy Christian family in Liverpool nearly two centuries ago, William Quilliam became a prominent solicitor and journalist in Victorian Britain. In his early 30s he travelled to Morocco and Algeria where he converted to Islam and became Abdullah Quilliam. His story is remarkable and complex and during my...
Published 07/29/20
In this week's episode we have Whoopi, a revert with strong Samoan roots living in Australia. Whoopi was a key member of her church even training to become a pastor. She converted in 2016 despite an undeniable bond with her family and the ultimatum they gave her: choose between Islam or them. Whoopi’s strength and trust in Allah is a true inspiration for us all masha’Allah. We talk about a lot of key issues in this episode from negative family reactions to not feeling accepted as part of the...
Published 07/23/20
In this week's episode we have Perrie Biston, a revert of 8 years from Cardiff, Wales. We talk about life before Islam, what he was looking for when he found Islam and why it intrigued him. Perrie shares an incredible story of what happened the night before he converted which I truly think was a sign from God.
Published 07/15/20
In this week's episode we have Alice, a British mental health nurse who converted to Islam seven years ago. In this episode we talk about her journey, navigating challenging family dynamics, leaving unhealthy sister circles, embarrassing stories and how Islam can show up in your life even before you convert to Islam.
Published 07/08/20
In this week's episode I talk to Rotimi, an American Nigerian revert who went viral on Tiktok after sharing a video of his marriage into a Bangladeshi family. We talk about Rotimi's journey to Islam as well as marriage and the challenges that came with it.
Published 07/02/20
Welcome to Season 2 of my podcast! Season 2 will feature many many amazing guests and I am so honoured to kick-off Season 2 with one of my favourite friends Mathilde Loujayne. Mathilde is the author of Big Little Steps, a women's guide to embracing Islam. In this episode we talk about her journey converting to Islam and (spoiler alert!) her family's journey as well, we discuss the many issues that reverts face and why she embarked on her journey to write Big Little Steps. 
Published 06/24/20
In today's plus one I speak to Momodou Taal (IG: @thegambian) about the Black Lives Matter movement and the issues that black people face. We talk about why people are fixating on the riots and property destruction, what non-black Muslims can do to help community spaces more inclusive and many other topics.
Published 06/15/20
In this plus one session Helwa, author of Secrets of Divine Love and person behind @quranquotesdaily, and I answered questions sent in and shared gems from our journeys. This session took place during the weekend of Eid al-Fitr 2020 at the Virtual Eid Party.
Published 05/31/20
In this week's episode I end the season by sharing with you my revert reflections. These are 5 things I wish someone told me before I converted about my identity, culture and adversity. Last week I came across a letter that I wrote to my mum the day I converted, I share this with you at the end of the podcast.
Published 05/16/20
In this week's episode I have a conversation with a good friend who I took my shahadah with 7 years ago. We talk about the influences I had when I looked into Islam, what it was like for him when I took my shahadah with him over phone, his own journey being born a Muslim and how I handled things with my family over time.
Published 05/07/20
In this week's episode I talk about how I slowly started to introduce different practices into my everyday life and what it was like learning how to pray. 
Published 04/30/20
Published 04/30/20
In this week's episode I talk my first Ramadan and how we need to be doing a better job as an ummah.
Published 04/23/20
In this plus one session I invite Hamida from @herikigai to talk through our experiences as Muslim women of colour in investment banking careers. We talk about how we got into finance, microagressions in the work place and why we started our podcasts.
Published 04/19/20
In this week's episode I talk about the day I took my shahadah and what led me to finally decide to become a Muslim. This is the real turning point in my story this far.
Published 04/15/20
With the never-ending bad news, the increasing death tolls and the impact of self-isolation; it's hard not to feel a bit crap. In this plus one session, my husband and I read out the most embarrassing stories sent in to us that are GUARANTEED to make you laugh. We then share the three things that made us happy/smile this week. Join us for a little burst of positivity! 
Published 04/12/20
This week's episode talks about what happened the first time I went to visit a mosque after wanting to connect more with Islam.
Published 04/08/20
This week's episode talks about how friends come and go but siblings are forever. I share two stories with you about my childhood best friend and my big brother.
Published 04/01/20
Introducing the plus one series where I invite a guest from time to time to have a more casual conversation outside of my normal season on my revert journey. I invite my husband to my first session where we talk about how we met, what our first impressions of each other were, how our families dealt with us marrying outside of our culture and how we support each other during spiritual dips.
Published 03/29/20
This week's episode talks about life at home when I wanted to become Muslim and the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
Published 03/25/20
This week's episode talks about what my life was like before Islam and what I was looking for when I found it. "And Allah found you lost and guided you" - Qur'an (93:7)
Published 03/19/20
This week's episode talks about what a Muslim revert is and answers @slaveandoc's question on what sparked my journey into Islam.
Published 03/11/20