This episode offers a deep dive into Samantha's personal experience with emetophobia, a fear of vomiting that has been a part of her life for as long as she can remember. Samantha shares with Casey, the host of the podcast, that her fear has evolved and changed over time, but has remained a constant presence in her life. Samantha discusses the earliest moments of her anxiety, as a child who struggled with anticipatory anxiety, particularly on Sunday nights. Despite no traumatic events occurring in her childhood, Samantha was overwhelmed with anxiety, which would cause her to feel sick on Sunday nights before school. This pattern persisted throughout her elementary school years, even though her parents did not react to her behavior or show any signs of a similar phobia. When Samantha was 12 years old, her sister fell ill with a stomach virus, which triggered her emetophobia in a significant way. Samantha was so panicked that she ran away from her sister, locked herself in a guest room, and spent the night shaking and feeling nauseous. The next day, she went to school and even threw up, despite feeling fine. After that experience, Samantha went many years without getting sick, from seventh grade until her senior year of college, which spanned a long period of around 10 years. Samantha shares with Casey that she had to be vigilant during her college years, where parties and drinking were prevalent, and she was always monitoring her alcohol intake, so she wouldn't become sick. Even though she was managing her anxiety relatively well, her emetophobia was always present, and she was always on edge. Samantha's emetophobia resurfaced when she was 22 years old, and she became ill after spending time with her boyfriend's family. She had an especially difficult time with this episode, and it took her a long time to feel comfortable eating again. Her husband, who is not affected by emetophobia, can become sick unexpectedly, and Samantha describes her reaction to his sickness with anxiety and fear. Throughout the episode, Samantha shares some of her coping mechanisms, including deep breathing exercises and avoiding foods or situations that may trigger her emetophobia. She also talks about how she has found solace in online support groups and therapy. In summary, this episode of The Emetophobia Podcast is an insightful look into one person's experience with emetophobia, which provides listeners with a better understanding of what living with this fear is like. Samantha's story is relatable and offers valuable insights into how emetophobia can impact daily life and how to manage it. you can find Samantha HERE --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/emetophobia/message