At the start of the year I celebrated my 50th birthday with an epic trip to Colombia, but if the truth be told a part of me didn’t want to commemorate this landmark birthday, because it felt like a mismatch. I didn’t feel 50 I wasn’t excited about turning 50 It felt like a badly fitting suit, one that didn’t suit me One that I didn’t want to wear. One that I wasn’t ready to wear. I was called to be both accepting of this new chapter of my life, hitting 50, and at the same time questioning it, challenging it. And so I stayed with the discomfort, I stayed with the questions, I stayed in the unknown. In this solo episode I share with you the process I went through, and the powerful questions I am asking myself at this life stage. If you are in your 40’s or beyond, I think you will find this a powerful  & thought provoking episode. Go Deeper with Polly:   Register now:  The Best is Yet to Come: A Free Live Webinar for Women in Midlife & Beyond on Tuesday 23rd April. Clear the blocks to your next wildly abundant level with my Thrive Beautifully Business & Healing Mastermind for women entrepreneurs. Enrolment now open. Follow me on Instagram