“Girl I hear this clear as day. Honestly all I was hearing is a battle between self heal and action to create balance in my head.
For so long I was stuck in the I’m not ready and need help because I couldn’t figure out where I was, and I wasn’t balancing it out with action. So I wasn’t driving anywhere but I had a full tank of petrol with nowhere to go. I wasn’t going anywhere.
I honestly had to pause and take and breath. Take the key from the ignition. Remove the pressure. I didn’t even look at the map again because I wasn’t learning more from self help. I
Started enjoying it all. The new roads. Possibilities. The dead ends. The pauses.
I realised I am constantly growing and evolving when I balance both of these.
I was in a pattern where I thought I couldn’t move forward and I wasn’t allowing myself to. So finally with the key in the ignition. I got going. Taking off with, what I knew from the map but learning, some roads are more bumpy. Some were smoother and took me places I wasn’t expecting. Some make sense and others teach me valuable lessons but each time I get in the drivers seat. It’s a choice. But I also learning more than I did last time but let me tell I certainly don’t have it all figured out. I’m ok with this point. I’m ok with not always getting it right or being ready. You can’t ever be too ready I feel.”
lindee_lou via Apple Podcasts ·
Australia ·
03/02/18