Today, Kelli embarks on a heart-rending journey through her personal experience with grief after the death of their beloved dog, Dutch. Kelli offers an exploration of denial, duality, and the transformative power of grief. She shares the enlightening experience of a facilitated mushroom ceremony, which helped her reconnect with her body and reignite her spiritual practice. As she navigates through the complexity of wanting to be happy amidst the loss, Kelli underscores the importance of trusting oneself, acknowledging personal strength, and recognizing that everything is on purpose. This episode is a testament to the transformative power of grief, the invaluable lessons learned from loss, and the boundless capacity of love.