We are having the biggest awakening on the planet as we watch WWIII unfold right before our very eyes. This way is not like any other war we have ever seen but a war between good and evil and a war between love and fear. What we do know is that no shadow exists in direct sunlight and as the great people of this earth awaken their light gets brighter and brighter and the shadows of evil are being exposed that have suppressed this planet for centuries. The goal of this podcast is to gradually...

Victims of abuse get so dominated by their past and have a very hard time find what they truly desire. Victims can get stuck in their victim story and struggle reprogramming their thought process and reframing how they seem themselves. Most of us really struggle to figure out what we truly desire and how to manifest what we desire. In the garden Gunther Mueller joins Maegan and talks about letting the victim story go and looking at unhealthy programming that is no longer serving you.

S2: Ep11 Restoring Your Faith After Abuse with Dr. Brian Russell Abuse is used to devalue and suppress our true self (our divine self) and keeps us disconnected from our own inner knowing and intuition. Dr. Brian Russell joins Maegan in the garden to discuss the spiritual journey survivors of abuse take and finding their true connection with themselves. This journey can be one of the hardest things after abuse survivor will ever go through but one that will empower and enlighten them to...

2: Ep10 Your Support System in Trauma with Roger Butts   Trauma is so hard for people to understand. Especially those who have never experienced the same trauma. How much do you want to “give advice” or “tell” someone what to do even though you have no point of reference of the person you’re giving advice to? How about listening and giving your own advice to yourself? Joining Maegan in the garden is Caplin Rodger Butts and they talk about the beauty of holding space for yourself and for one...

In the garden, today is John Davis. John brings his knowledge to empower people through change and looking at the patterns in their life that have held them back. John uses his “Five 5 F Protocols” to assist people through change and looking at the inner fears that are holding them back from making that change.

Joining Maegan in the garden today is Christian de la Huerta. Christian and Maegan take a deep dive into the soul and find the power from within. So many survivors of Narcissistic abuse feel stuck in their abusive relationships and feel they have lost their power. It takes a paradigm shift to change the way you see reality and close the cognitive gap that keeps you in this mindset. Christian is an expert at helping people change that mindset and empowering them to unleash their true power...

Dr. Sammy Baya brings his knowledge to the garden and the cycle of abuse. So many people wonder why they cannot leave or why the victims stay in toxic and abusive relationships. It’s all because of the cycle of abuse. The Narcissistic Cycle of abuse is, idealization, devalue and discard. The cycle will continue to go around and around until someone decides it is enough and they break the cycle. Breaking these cycles of abuse can be very challenging because a trauma bond forms during the cycle...

Joining Maegan in the garden today is the life and business coach Shelby Rose from The Soul Alignment Guide. The energy in the world today has been so heavy has made us stop and take a look at the areas we are stuck. Raising your vibration will help you manifest everything ever wanted and more. Shelby and Maegan give you tips and tools to raise your vibration.

Society does injustice for those that are spun into the web of a Narcissist. We say the word “Narcissist” so loosely that when you actually encounter a Narcissist you have no idea you are about to be idealized, devalued, discarded, abused, and repeat over and over again. Narcissistic abuse expert The Little Shaman is in the garden tells us what a Narcissist is, what are the signs and how do you get out of the vortex of a Narcissist.

So much is going on this month of March. It was International Women’s Day; the Spring Equinox on March 20th and March 21st represents a day to face our inner resistance. Finding our resistance and releasing it helps us to grow into the beautiful divine souls we were always meant to be. Dana Rexx joins us in the garden to talk about being the worriers in our life and letting go of toxic cycles, societal norms, and unhealthy traditions.

In the garden today Shani Silver joins Maegan to discuss a new way of looking at being single. Society today has such a bad stigma around being single and one of the main reasons we stay with a Narcissist. We also tend to repeat patterns of dating one narcissist to another because we don’t like being alone or single. Maegan and Shani discuss empowering yourself to live your best single life and reframe your mindset on being single.

Trying to understand the legal systems is overwhelming but having to do it with a combative Narcissist is nightmare. A. David Youssefyeh, Esq. joins Maegan in the garden to talk about the different kinds of courts, what to expect when filing a lawsuit or going through the criminal justice process. David talks about how to find an attorney, where to file for a restraining order or protection order and tips and tools to protect yourself when going through the legal process with a narcissist.

Welcome Back to Season 2 of The Secret Garden Podcast. Maegan is so excited to have all of you back in the garden with her and joining us for the lunch of this incredible season is Beverly Engle. Maegan and Beverly dive deep into emotional abuse and give amazing tips and tools to start to see the signs of abuse, learn how to ground yourself and connect to your body when disassociation happens.

The lovely Jae Day joins Maegan in the garden to talk about managing expectations while in a toxic relationship. Life has so many expectations already and when we have high expectations with a narcissist it is really hard to stay grounded. Narcissists are good at empty promises and saying they will deliver your dreams to then turn around and abuse you and not deliver those expectations. Finding gratitude in those moments can help ease the pain of the letdown, keep you connected with you, and...

Today, Maegan and Megan visit in the garden to talk about the recovery process from abusive and toxic relationships. When you finally say no more with a Narcissist and find the courage to choose you it can be really hard to break the trauma bond. Having the tools to fully recover, take your power back, and regain control over your life is one of the most empowering journeys you will ever take in your life. It can feel very lonely when you leave a Narcissist, and we are here to tell you that...

Tara Woodlee joins Maegan in the garden to tell the tragic story of her daughter Asleigh Lindsey, and her unborn granddaughter Patience Lynn. Domestic Violence is an epidemic in our world today and the only way to shine a light on the horrific crimes committed against victims all around the world is to stand up tell these heroic stories of survivors. Today 70% of Domestic Violence murders happen when the victim leaves or is about to leave the relationship. This is because Domestic Violence is...

How do you survive the Holidays with a Narcissist? I have Kevin from The Royal We joining me to give you tips, tools, and stories to survive narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships during the Holiday season.

So many people ask survivors of narcissistic abuse and domestic violence “why don’t you just leave” not knowing the trauma bond between the abuser and survivor is very powerful. Rebecca joins Maegan in the garden today to talk about the spiritual connection the survivor and narcissist have between each other and if the survivor is willing, allowing the narcissist to be their greatest teacher. The Narcissist is so good and finding your insecurities and using that to mirror you during the...

Suzanne Falter joins Maegan in the garden on this episode to talk about self-care. What? What is self-care? Most of us in abusive and toxic relationships have no idea what boundaries are and what self-care is or to process it and become so detached from our emotions that we learn to put other before ourselves. Narcissist love to erode our boundaries and make you jump through hoops to stay focused on them, so you let yourself go little by little. On this episode Suzanne and Maegan discuss what...

Holding Resentment and Toxic Relationships with Paul Filan. Looking at how toxic relationships make us sick and we hold onto resentment in our life after we leave the toxic and abusive dynamic.

Jenn Kautsch is here to talk about the cycles we have in our lives and talk to about our relationship with alcohol. Jenn is the founder of Sober Sis a community of like-minded women to connect and hold the space for one another as they explore their relationship with alcohol.

Why do we attract the Narcissist to begin with? Empaths are the perfect target for a narcissist because of their need to give and the ability to feel so deeply for other humans. The dance between the narcissist and empath can be very toxic and the trauma bond formed can be near impossible to break.

Finding Your Voice and Connection to your self is hard to do during and after Narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. I have Elisa Gonzales here to talk about Fitzmaurice voice work and how to use our voices again

This is a love story of triangulation that ends tragically in a murder/suicide with Mark Gerardot