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so much happened, i couldn't bring myself to write any stories. so i decided to read someone else's. welcome to aural fixation. ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿชป๐ŸŒท Listen to the Mrs. Dalloway playlist at โ spoti.fi/3xAufqDโ . --- Woolf, Virginia. (1925). Mrs. Dalloway. Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved February 21, 2016, from โ www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/71865โ . --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/citybuoy/message
Published 04/07/24
Published 04/07/24
so much happened, i couldn't bring myself to write any stories. so i decided to read someone else's. welcome to aural fixation. ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿชป๐ŸŒท Listen to the Mrs. Dalloway playlist at spoti.fi/3xAufqD. --- Woolf, Virginia. (1925). Mrs. Dalloway. Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved February 21, 2016, from www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/71865. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/citybuoy/message
Published 04/06/24
๐ŸŽถ Best enjoyed with music in this playlist: bit.ly/4aDcvdo. Hey tiger. You busy? Iโ€™m sorryโ€ฆ I just didnโ€™t know who else to talk to. Yeah, Iโ€™m okay I think. Itโ€™s justโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t know who else to talk to. Originally published in January 2024 on โ โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ โ . --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ Do you have a story you wish was heard? Send it to me to be featured in the next episode. If youโ€™d like to take a load off, you can share your stories with me. Send me a message on X or instagram @citybuoy,...
Published 01/01/24
๐ŸŽถ Best enjoyed with music in this playlist: bit.ly/4aDcvdo. Whose scent is this? Who left like an indelible mark on your skin? Whose hands were you holding just hours before? Does he know youโ€™re here with me? Originally published in January 2024 on โ โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ โ . --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ Do you have a story you wish was heard? Send it to me to be featured in the next episode. If youโ€™d like to take a load off, you can share your stories with me. Send me a message on X or instagram...
Published 01/01/24
๐ŸŽถ Best enjoyed with music in this playlist: bit.ly/4aDcvdo. I donโ€™t know when or how it happened but somewhere along the line, my love โ€“ once a fine cushion you could lay your head upon โ€“ turned into shackles that tied you down. Originally published in January 2024 on โ โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ โ . --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ Do you have a story you wish was heard? Send it to me to be featured in the next episode. If youโ€™d like to take a load off, you can share your stories with me. Send me a message on X...
Published 01/01/24
๐ŸŽถ Best enjoyed with music in this playlist: bit.ly/4aDcvdo. This is it. This is the point of no return in this conversation. My feet firmly on the landmine, it becomes increasingly clear that no one was coming to save me. Originally published in January 2024 on โ โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ โ . --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ Do you have a story you wish was heard? Send it to me to be featured in the next episode. If youโ€™d like to take a load off, you can share your stories with me. Send me a message on X or...
Published 01/01/24
๐ŸŽถ Best enjoyed with music in this playlist: bit.ly/4aDcvdo. And maybe it was simpler when we were younger. Maybe before we had a home and promises to keep, we had the time to focus on just beingโ€ฆ us. I donโ€™t even know. Somehow, in the middle of paying the bills, getting groceries, making a life, we lost touch of each other. Maybe in the pursuit of living a life together, I failed to see that heโ€™d let go of my hand and found solace in someone elseโ€™s. Originally published in January 2024 on...
Published 01/01/24
๐ŸŽถ Best enjoyed with music in this playlist: bit.ly/4aDcvdo. Happy new year, tiger. I hope your new yearโ€™s is a little bit better. Originally published in January 2024 on โ โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ โ . --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ Do you have a story you wish was heard? Send it to me to be featured in the next episode. If youโ€™d like to take a load off, you can share your stories with me. Send me a message on X or instagram @citybuoy, TikTok at @storiespod, or Facebook @thestoriesiwishyouheard. Join the...
Published 01/01/24
๐ŸŽˆ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STORIES! It's been three years since my first episode. Thank you for tuning in to the stories I wish you heard. I hope you enjoy today's twin offering. ๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™‚๏ธ What is the most intimate non-sexual thing youโ€™ve ever done? Join this weekโ€™s Storytellers (Makoy, Jay, and Janssen) as we go over how The Man Who Stayed was written and produced for this podcast, the limits you have when it comes to love, and how at the end of the day, we can all be our own heroes. This episode was...
Published 10/01/23
๐ŸŽˆ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STORIES! It's been three years since my first episode. Thank you for tuning in to the stories I wish you heard. I hope you enjoy today's twin offering. He looks so lonely in the early morning sky. Never looked more beautiful than when heโ€™s breaking my heart. I look straight into his dark brown eyes and see a million forevers thatย would never be. Itโ€™ll be morning soon. I will be mourning soon. Originally published in December 2013 on โ โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ โ . Music:...
Published 10/01/23
You know, my lifeโ€™s been a mess these last few weeks. Iโ€™m sorry. I shouldnโ€™t be putting all this on you. I know we just met butโ€ฆ it feels like youโ€™re the only calm in my life. Would youโ€ฆ would you mind staying the night? Just for tonight. I just really need someone to hold me. Originally published in June 2023 on โ citybuoy.blogspot.comโ . --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ Do you have a story you wish was heard? Send it to me to be featured in the next episode. If youโ€™d like to join the discussion, you can become...
Published 06/05/23
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- Hey, itโ€™s been a while. Yeah, yeah. I know. I said Iโ€™d be back soon butโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve been busy. Just with the holidays. H โ€“ how about you? Thatโ€™s good to hear. I know this season can be tough...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- I remember the last time you kissed me. You were half awake when I crawled into bed. With eyes closed, you kissed me good night. Outside, the city breathed in and out like it does every night. I...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- When you left, I fantasized about the moment Iโ€™d see you again.ย  Perhaps the next time you see these eyes, they wonโ€™t be crying anymore. The next time you hear this heartbeat, it wonโ€™t be in...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- I search through the cracks for my memory, some reminder that I was there. You are whole again and Iโ€™m still in pieces. Itโ€™s been years but even the earth remembers earthquakes. Skyscrapers may...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- I once lit a torch for you. Its glow provided light through the darkest nights. It kept me warm on evenings most unforgiving. And then you woke up one day, packed your bags and told me you didnโ€™t...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- He says โ€œAh, but that was a lifetime agoโ€ and I nod. Sometimes, memories are so distant, they stop belonging to you. I remember loving him, I ย remember slowing my breath so our hearts could beat...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- โ€œAre we good?โ€ he asks me as I am packing my things. โ€œYou seem upset?โ€ โ€œIโ€™m fine,โ€ I lie. โ€œBut for what itโ€™s worth, I release you. What happened happened a lifetime ago. I am letting you...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- โ€œWhere Iโ€™m from, they name storms after women,โ€ he said to me and I asked why. โ€œOnly a woman can ravage so swiftly, so completely.โ€ At that point, I knew I loved him. I thought that I could take...
Published 12/23/22
POV: Itโ€™s Christmas and youโ€™re lonely in a sea of people. You call a friend to tell you a bedtime story or two. --- ๐—ฎ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜€: a collection of 100-word stories and holiday songs to sleep to. Listen to the entire set with optional song interludes here: https://spoti.fi/3vbbqGj. --- You still there? Yeah, that was the last one. I guess you have to go back โ€“ itโ€™s pretty rude to be in your room while everyoneโ€™s out there. Hey. I just want you to know. Iโ€™m here for you. You...
Published 12/23/22
The little things donโ€™t scare me. But if you ask me about forever, wellโ€ฆ thatโ€™s a different story. --- That's a wrap for Season 6! If you miss me too much, come find me at (just the stories) i wish you heard: https://spoti.fi/3c2J07Q. --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ If you have a story youโ€™d like to tell, send me a voice message on Facebook at facebook.com/thestoriesiwishyouheard, on Twitter or Instagram @citybuoy, or you can send me an email at stories [at] thebunkph [dot] com. Donโ€™t forget to join the Stories...
Published 10/09/22
I told him I knew he'd stopped loving me because he stopped drawing me. Years later, he would tell me exactly when he stopped. --- I hope you enjoy the conclusion of All That We Were Losing. You can listen to the first part here. ๐ŸŽ‰ HAPPY 100,000 STREAMS! This episode is out a few days early because Iโ€™m celebrating a milestone for this show. As of this moment, The Stories I Wish You Heard has been streamed 100,000 times! This was just a little project I started in my bedroom two years ago....
Published 09/28/22
These are the stories i wish you heard - a safe space for the broken-hearted to breathe and tell their stories. Listen to a new episode every week on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
Published 09/28/22
Often times, closure is elusive. Only the brave can seek it out for themselves. --- I hope you enjoy the first part of All That We Were Losing. Stay tuned next week for the storyโ€™s conclusion. A big thank you to @bjornforyou for lending his voice to this episode. --- ๐Ÿ‘‰ If you have a story youโ€™d like to tell, send me a voice message on Facebook at facebook.com/thestoriesiwishyouheard, on Twitter or Instagram @citybuoy, or you can send me an email at stories [at] thebunkph [dot] com. Donโ€™t...
Published 09/25/22