Episodes
In this episode, I'd like to focus on awareness, or vipashyana • while mindfulness refers to stabilizing, grounding, and focusing the mind, vipashyana is about clarity, openness, curiosity, and inquisitiveness • vipashyana is a natural outgrowth of mindfulness practice: as the mind settles, it begins to naturally clarify • vipashyana draws us outward; it is based on taking a genuine interest in the details of our life, in the details of our perception, and in the details of our own...
Published 04/30/24
The Eightfold Path is one of the early teachings the Buddha gave after his enlightenment • they are guidelines for living in accordance with the Dharma; they are guidelines for how to comport yourself, how to relate to one another, how to be in the world in a way that's more wise, more skillful, and more accurate • the first of the eight is right VIEW — cultivating clearer seeing, cultivating the ability to see for yourself, be curious, and to look deeply into the nature of your...
Published 04/23/24
As a student of Chögyam Trungpa, I heard the phrase “back to square one” quite a lot • he implied that doing something over and over again is very important — in our dharma practice, in our meditation, and in our studies • throughout his teachings, Trungpa Rinpoche put a great deal of emphasis on building a strong foundation, and on going back to the very earliest teachings of the Buddha, in particular to the teachings of the Four Noble Truths: the reality of suffering, the causes of...
Published 04/16/24
Buddhism is often referred to as a path; not as a set of beliefs or a doctrine, but as a trail, a path, a walkway • it's a direction, or a guideline, or a map of sorts; you have an idea of trying to get somewhere, but you can't see where the destination is • so there's a quality of faith that if you walk along this path, you'll get where you'd like to go • walking on a path teaches you about your own resilience, your own strengths, your own fears and hesitations • you're confronted with...
Published 04/09/24
Walking meditation is often introduced in the context of group practice: you're sitting and a gong rings, and then you stand up and begin walking; then another gong rings and you go back to sitting • this brings up a couple of interesting things • how do we transition from one state to another without losing it and needing to regroup on some subtle level? • we are brought face to face with the challenge of having a more continuous sense of mindfulness and awareness, rather than turning...
Published 04/02/24
In this episode I'd like to explore the topic of walking meditation • in some ways walking meditation is a link between stillness and movement; it is a bridge between the quiet and peaceful state of sitting meditation and the activities of daily life • but in walking meditation, we're not trying to get somewhere; the walking itself is the point • in walking meditation, you place your attention on the contact of your feet with the earth or the floor • you pay attention as your balance...
Published 03/26/24
In this episode I'd like to explore the role of self reliance on the Buddhist path • the basic idea is that nobody can walk your path for you; even if we encounter the wisest teachers and most supportive community that ever existed, fundamentally, at some very deep level, each of us is on our own • we must confront our own mind, our own emotions, our own habits; each of us must discover what this journey of awakening is all about • the quality of self reliance is very much related to a...
Published 03/19/24
Today I'd like to explore the question of sacredness • there is a tendency to think that there are certain special things in life that are sacred, and then there's the rest of life, which is secular • is sacredness something that exists out there, or do we decide what is sacred? • in Buddhism there's an emphasis on seeing sacredness in the most mundane aspects of our ordinary life • viewing things with a sacred outlook has the power to reconnect us with a quality of wonder, a quality...
Published 03/12/24
This episode focuses on the faults and shortcomings we see in ourselves and in other beings: how do we become friends with ourselves, with all our faults, without excusing them and without concealing them? • why is it so easy to see everybody else's faults and so hard to look at our own? • I was inspired in part by a traditional poem called “Calling to the Gurus from Afar”; it's an example of a student being willing to show up as they are • here is the stanza I’m referring to: “My...
Published 03/05/24
In this episode, I'd like to focus on meditation in action, and particularly on speech • in Buddhism there is a tremendous respect for the spoken word • speech is powerful; it can be beneficial, and it also can be harmful • because speech plays such a large role in our lives, it is an excellent basis for meditation in action, for cultivating our mindfulness and awareness • so I'd like to introduce what are called the six points of mindful speech — six things to pay attention to when...
Published 02/27/24
Loving kindness – known in Sanskrit as maitri – is a cornerstone of the entire Buddhist path • without loving kindness, no matter how much you meditate or how much you study the dharma, it will lack ultimate value • maitri is the valve through which the power of the dharma can flow • it is the foundation of true spiritual practice; it is transformative; and it is fundamental to our human nature • yet, ironically, it's easy to lose our connection, to lose that sense of the heart of...
Published 02/20/24
When Trungpa Rinpoche spoke about the importance of joining intellect and intuition, he was referring to combining learning and study with the practice of meditation • the practice of meditation helps us to overcome the chaos of conflicting emotions, while learning or sharpening the intellect leads to gentleness • the idea of learning in this case isn't necessarily about acquiring large amounts of of information; it is about cultivating an inquisitive mind • first you need to listen and...
Published 02/13/24
When you go to a play, you see people who are pretending to be other people; they learn their lines and move about in scripted ways • they perform on a stage, and in front of the stage is an audience, people watching a little world unfold in front of them • so there are the actors, the audience, and the relationship between the two • Trungpa Rinpoche suggested that we're not all that different from actors on a stage • he used the metaphor of a “portable stage” that we carry around...
Published 02/06/24
One of my favorite nursery rhymes contains quite a bit of wisdom: “Row row, row, row your boat gently down the stream; merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream” • if we think of the stream as a stream of teachings, then we could consider the Buddha as the source of the stream • from that beginning a great river continues to flow over thousands of years • where does this stream flow? It flows into an ocean, which you could say is the awakening of the practitioner • you have a...
Published 01/30/24
The phrase, “When you lose your mind, come back” describes a lot of what happens in meditation: repeatedly losing our minds, and repeatedly bringing ourselves back • the moment we’ve noticed we’ve lost it is the moment we can return • what are we returning to? the simplicity of the present moment • another phrase Trungpa Rinpoche used quite a lot was, “Don’t think too much” • what are the benefits and what are the limits of thinking and conceptual understanding? • in the Buddhist...
Published 01/23/24
At our core is our tender heart, tinged with a touch of sadness • it is sweet and vulnerable • this soft spot may be deeply buried, but it is always there • even very simple or momentary experiences can connect us with this heart: you might watch a pair of swallows fly back and forth, over and over, bringing food to their hungry chicks, and something melts or softens in you • it is so beautiful to be touched in this way; but this inner core of tenderness can also make us feel...
Published 01/16/24
Trungpa Rinpoche emphasized the importance of understanding space; he encouraged us to explore our experiences of boredom, our discomfort with stillness, and our tendency to fill space • he taught that the basic energy pervading all of space is love and kindness; so to cultivate greater kindness and love, it is important to relate to space and its qualities • he introduced three aspects or qualities of space • the first is that space is indestructible, because it doesn't come from...
Published 01/09/24
Today I'd like to explore the topic of space • the idea of space as it relates to meditation practice is connected with the notion of “gap” — noticing gaps at the end of each outbreath, noticing the little refreshing moments between things, which we often miss • our connection with space can be an almost embodied or physical sense of things: we can sense when a space seems threatening or welcoming • we can begin to explore our relationship with space very simply by noticing our tendency...
Published 01/02/24
In this episode, I'd like to explore the idea of walls — our internal walls, as well as the walls we create between ourselves and others • we're told we need to have clear boundaries; at the same time, we have the challenge of how to bridge the gap between self and others • the wall between ourselves and others is not always so visible; it can take us by surprise as we try to connect in some way • there are times when we deliberately create walls: when we are developing a meditation...
Published 12/26/23
I've been thinking a lot recently about peace, especially the Buddhist view of peace • it's one of those ironic things: throughout history people have longed for peace and prayed for peace, yet we seem unable to free ourselves from conflict, war and struggle • what’s more, our desire for peace can actually manifest as aggression: “if I can defeat my enemy, then I'll be able to finally have some peace” • when we talk about peace, what do we really mean? how is peace talked about in...
Published 12/19/23
Buddhist training has two sides, somewhat parallel to pure science and applied science • there is the meditation aspect, the inward journey; and there is the application of that in the world, or meditation in action • we all have the capacity to help; we all have the capacity to cultivate compassion and also to cultivate wisdom and insight, so that compassion is intelligent • but each of us has to find our own way to engage • according to the Buddhist teachings, there are five...
Published 12/12/23
Lately I've been thinking about the slogan, “Always maintain only a joyful mind” • at the same time, I've been haunted by the teachings that describe samsara, the nature of reality, as an ocean of suffering • if the world is marked by endless suffering, how can you be joyful? and if the world is fundamentally good and wholesome, how do you account for suffering? • the Buddha's earliest teachings on the Four Noble Truths — suffering, the origin of suffering, the cessation of suffering,...
Published 12/05/23
In this episode, I'd like to explore such things as resistance, avoidance, procrastination — and why it’s so hard to keep going • I think such things are connected with expectations and its partner, disappointment • in one form or another, or at one time or another, I think most of us have had these kinds of experiences • but we don't need to view such things as character flaws or annoying obstacles; they actually are an important part of the whole spiritual path • if you never felt...
Published 11/28/23
This episode is about groundlessness and uncertainty • how do we respond when we are no longer on familiar ground, when we feel insecure? • it can feel so uncomfortable that we might begin to panic; and often, when we reach that point, we scramble — we scramble to find some new secure ground to replace the one that we have left • so we go on a search to find some basis that is reliable, something we can count on, some sense of solidity • sometimes meditation is taught as a way to find...
Published 11/21/23