Gather round the crackling warmth of Lobow's lakeside retreat, where Lobow & UP4thechallenge peel back the layers of our podcasting adventure, one reflection at a time.  We examine the contrast between the tangible vibrancy of recording side by side and the sometimes sterile touch of podcasting across the digital divide. It's a heartfelt interlude that meanders through the realms of mental health (specifically ADHD, Autism, and OCD), the pursuit of control, and the subtle ways these forces shape our friendships and the very essence of our show. Sit with us as we unravel the complexities of maintaining authenticity in a world where online personas often overshadow real-life identities, discussing the nuanced ballet of social adaptability that we all perform. As the embers of our conversation glow, we pivot to the sanctuaries of comfort and understanding within our relationships, both virtual and in the flesh. Here, we navigate the choppy waters of being misconstrued, championing the cause for empathy in recognizing the diverse mental landscapes that make us uniquely ourselves. Whether it's feeling misunderstood based on outward appearances or negotiating the dynamics of a partnership where one thrives online, this episode is a mosaic of our personal experiences and insights. Join us as we toast to the new year and the enduring power of connection that binds us all. Lobow’s SPARK is proudly supported by Leo Guinan, Kirk Hofstrom, Casey Elliot, Sarah Delano, Justin Allingham, Blushing Crafter, Jamie Young, and Beth Jones.  It is also supported by 10 anonymous supporters.  Whether you want to be mentioned by name or remain anonymous, this podcast does not exist without you.  Thank you so much for your support. Lobow’s SPARK has started a fundraising effort for Crisis Text Line. We have a goal of $19 per episode as $19 supports one person in their time of absolute crisis with their mental health. If you would like to donate through our fundraiser in titled “Lauren’s Infinity”, the link is listed below. https://www.classy.org/fundraiser/3638033   The background music during the recognition parts of this episode, was written by Guy Farmer.  Look him up on Itunes!! MERCHANDISE NOW AVAILABLE! This is a work in progress but tell me what you want, and I will make it happen!  https://lobowspark.myshopify.com Support the show Support the show