Show Notes Why you miss the narcissist? Addicted to The Complex Cycles of Abuse Gaslighting - the lying, the secrets, etc.  Trauma Bonding - the pushing and pulling  Mirroring  Your the fixer, they need supply You crave the so called “attention”, the illusion tang they actually cared about you. A narcissist doesn’t have a preference Why you miss the narcissist? You miss the narcissist because of the bond they created with you, the illusion, the future faking, the love bombing - the false reality is hard to let go of. Addicted to The Complex Cycles of Abuse You have been conditioned to their false belief system, and have gone through the cycle of psychological abuse. Gaslighting - The lying, Secrets, etc.  You believed everything you were told, you didn't see the red flags, the warning signs and you began questioning yourself, your sanity and what was really the truth. Trauma Bonding - the pushing and pulling  The Cognitive Dissonance, Mirroring - Taking all your traits and behaviors, things you like/dislike your options, the image of you was mirrored back. Bottom Line: Your the fixer, they need supply Your left craving this so called “attention”, the illusion that they actually cared about you. Last but not least, you may notice a narcissist doesn’t have a preference -thats because supply is supply, doesn't matter where it comes from