Episodes
Published 12/24/21
In the first part of this two-part episode, Lauren talks toAngel, whose hyper-sexuality has been a dominant part of her life since before hitting double digits. She talks openly about her addiction, the ways it's impacted her life, and how it's been the source of both absolute destruction and unimaginable pleasure. She talks about the pressures of growing up a "good Christian girl," and feeling repressed and isolated at a young age. Now in a committed partnership, Angel talks about the way...
Published 12/24/21
We've entered a new season in the Queendom, and today Lauren talks about how a Kundalini yoga class led to 2 weeks of what she referred to as her "truth sickness," and ultimately a major decision to relocate and make major shifts in her life. She talks about the way seasons pass even within ourselves, how parts of us that were once alive and beautiful are now past their expiration dates,  parts we hold dear but have ultimately outgrown. She talks about the mourning in letting those parts of...
Published 12/17/21
A few weeks ago, Lauren released the episode titled "My First Sex Party". It's safe to say it pissed some people off. In this episode, Lauren talks about the first real time, since starting this podcast, that she's come face to face with the reality that sharing her own stories, experiences, and truths so...loudly... will inevitably put to the test some of her closest, most long-term relationships, and how some will go like the seasons while others strengthen as permanent fixtures in her...
Published 11/11/21
In this episode, Lauren talks to Britni Myhre about OnlyFans, her decision to start one, and the transition into modeling full time. They talk about what it's like building a career, and also healthy relationships, in an industry that is notoriously toxic, in a city where everyone comes to do something or be someone. They talk about facing judgment, steering clear from comparison, and why it's important to keep it real on social media. Also! Listen for an exciting announcement about an...
Published 11/03/21
In this episode, Lauren talks about her first "lifestyle party" in Hollywood. Find out how, at the very last minute, she ended up going with someone she's known since childhood and who lives on the other side of the country. Together, they met interesting people in unique ways, to say the least, and left with a slew of new insights and, of course, an epic story. Make sure to listen to this one in public with no headphones on. ;)
Published 10/22/21
In today's episode, Lauren talks about going back to her hometown and revisiting the very spot she first had sex in at 14  years old. She discusses the concept of virginity and why it's not only outdated but also damaging and even dangerous. The definitions and implications of "virginity" have varied over the centuries, but they almost always primarily pertain to women. But it's not just women who are negatively affected by this. In this episode, Lauren shares her story and talks about ways...
Published 09/22/21
In this episode, Lauren talks about her weekend antics in Joshua Tree, where, after a meltdown at the airport and almost missing her flight, she went with her ex-boyfriend, "Oh Monogomy's" Kombucha, to surprise her brother for his birthday and do an epic mushroom trip in the middle of the desert. She realized just how unique her relationship with Kombucha is these days, and also how beautiful it is despite its challenges. The one way their relationship doesn't quite work is the one thing that...
Published 09/08/21
In this episode, Lauren shares the story of how she fell in love with her best friend while living in South Korea, and how she royally f****d things up in the end - not just between her and "the man upstairs," but also with others in the friend group who were affected by her s****y decisions. She talks about the poems and letters she never sent, the things she never said, the f****d up way the truth came out, what this journey has taught her and how it's pushing her to be a better, more...
Published 09/01/21
In today's mini-episode, Lauren announces the Queendom's move to Tuesdays, and also her brewing idea for Kinky Thursdays, which she wants you to be a part of. Then she discusses how through a course she's currently taking called Pussy Wisdom, she's realized that she is, indeed, addicted to climax. In sex and in life. She unpacks what a climax-addicted life looks like and explores ways to become more mindful and present and to enjoy the process of attracting her desires vs rushing to the finish. 
Published 08/27/21
In this episode, Lauren explores the idea of chasing dreams and fulfilling fantasies, what it looks like when they come to be, and why so often it seems reality just doesn't compare. She talks about her own victim mentality, how it's kept her from being present and embracing what is, or what could be, at this current moment, and how prioritizing pleasure and practicing embodiment has helped repair the relationship with her body, trust her intuition, and replace blame with power.
Published 08/20/21
Today, Lauren and Jen sit down for some spicy, NSFW girl talk - sexual frustration, masturbating for the first time, taboo kinks, monogamy and open relationships, casual sex, and sending sex videos to your friends. Jen makes a fascinating scientific discovery, and Lauren lets you in on fantasy secrets and her sacred "pillow practice." 
Published 07/30/21
In the second part of this 2-part episode, Lauren joins forces with the Deconstruction Daddies of The Angsty Christian Podcast, Daniel Ramos and Jake Schroeder. In this episode, they talk about their college days, masturbation, purity culture, and the messages we receive growing up around sex. Strap in for this spicy episode- and listen to part one on The Angsty Christian Podcast, available on all listening platforms, or find them on Instagram @angstychristianpod. 
Published 07/15/21
Today Lauren talks with Olivia Cate about living and dating in Seoul, South Korea. They tell some spicy stories, of course, and talk about life in Seoul, "expiration dating," travel husbands, open relationships, and experiencing the emotions that come with it all. 
Published 06/24/21
Today Lauren and her brother, Lance, tell the story of their first, real backpacking experience through Thailand. Of course, they landed themselves in a myriad of shenanigans within no time- a full moon party, Shroom Mountain, sailboats, love triangles, moped accidents, and even jail. It was beautiful chaos, but chaos nonetheless, and it taught them both just a little more about themselves, each other, and life as a whole. 
Published 06/10/21
In honor of Pride Month, Lauren talks about her journey exploring her own sexuality. She talks about the concept of "coming out," experimenting sexually with other women, threesomes, what the Bible has to say about homosexuality, some of her experiences growing up in the Bible Belt, and her hopes for a more compassionate world, where we accept and are gracious with ourselves and others. 
Published 06/04/21
Today Lauren talks with Kady Guyton about growing up in Kansas during the "true love waits" movement and while "purity culture" was becoming mainstream. Kady talks about her experience in a protestant Christian family and community, her first sexual experience, and the time she spent dancing, as well as what relationships have looked like for her over the years. 
Published 05/27/21
Today Lauren sits down with her old friend, Brandon Morales, to discuss Western Christianity and sexuality within the church. Special commentary from Madi Cooper. 
Published 05/21/21
Lauren and Madi go on a little journey with psilocybin and talk about a range of random things- dreams, Bumble adventures, Lauren's turtle traumas, sexcapades and dating, what a "wook" is, and a bunch of equally as random shit in between. Channel your innermost hobgoblin and enjoy the ride. 
Published 05/07/21
What is normal, anyway? Today Lauren continues the conversation on monogamy and explores the possibilities of non-monogamy. Do non-monogamous people lack the ability to be truly intimate? Are they confused or indecisive? What does it mean to be consciously monogamous vs monogamous by default? Is there one, "right," way of relating intimately? Or do as many unique possibilities exist as there are people? Strap in, my loves. We're headed down the rabbit hole.
Published 04/30/21
In this episode, Lauren gets uncomfortably real about her struggles in monogamous relationships and how she's blown up essentially every one of her own in the most catastrophic ways. She questions whether or not life-long monogamy is still a realistic...
Published 04/22/21
The idea that "what happens in the bedroom should stay in the bedroom..." has kept the most powerful form of human connection to be learned about via unhealthy and unrealistic ways, or completely in the shadows and untalked about. Today Lauren talks...
Published 04/15/21
Once upon a time, Lauren thought she'd move to Costa Rica on a whim. Everything that could go wrong did, and within a month she was forced back to the States to get her life together (once again). This isn't the first or only nuclear bomb of a shitshow...
Published 04/01/21
Today Lauren and Madi get real about anxiety, the fear of judgment and rejection, and also what it means to truly be "free." Is a free spirit one who lives in a state of perpetual bliss, absent of all the worries and problems of "normal" people? How can...
Published 03/25/21
Today Lauren talks about why she decided to create an OnlyFans, the way it's empowered her in creativity and in life, and how sexually empowered women are the key to changing the world. 
Published 03/18/21